Disconnected (John x reader)

Chapter 0 - Dream

"You ... You monster"

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I flip open my eyes sweaty by my dream ...

What was that? I know it was terrible and yet ... I don't remember anymore ... But it was so realistic ...

I scan around and I notice that I am in my room. The sun's rays go through my window to illuminate the room and I can hear the birds whistling outside. I take a look at my desk and see my letter of acceptance for my new school.

I almost forgot that today is my first day at Wellston Private High School.

I still can't believe he managed to convince me to register to attend this school ...

What time is it? 7:45 ... I think classes start at 8:15 ... So I'm already late for my first day. It's impossible for me to get ready and go in just 30 minutes. In any case, I never had any intention of going there.

He must have already gone. I better go back to bed ...

* Knock knock *

Of course, he had to knock on my door when I thought he was gone...

It surprises me that he is still here. Usually he leaves early enough.

"(Y/N), I enter"

I see him in the entrance of the door

"Good morning (Y/N)" he said calmly

"Good morning ..."

" You don't look well. You're okay? "

He walks towards me and puts his hand on my forehead, as if to check if I have a fever.

"You don't look sick. What happening? "

He sit on the edge of my bed and puts his hand on mine.

"It's nothing ... I wondered why you still here when you leave early in the week"

"I was wainting for you to woke up so we could go together"

" It's not necessary "

" Yes of course. It's your first day at school ''

"I don't want to go ..."

"I know, but you can't stay here indefinitely"

"I know, but I can go alone ..."

" I doubt. You're insecure to be alone, especially outside and you'll find a pretext for not coming"

"Since when do you read thoughts ...? "

"I know you and I understand you, that's how I know what you're thinking"

"* Sigh *"

"Come on. Get dressed and go to lunch we'll leave as soon as you're done ''

He kisses my forehead and gets up to head for the door.

"It will not hurt you to arrive late? "

"No. I have many privileges at school so I can skip classes. I'll be down if you need anything"

On his words he leaves my room and I hear his steps on the stairs.

I sigh and find the strength to get out of bed. I head for the boxes of cardboard that are scattered throughout the room.

Indeed, I didn't live in the Wellston area before. I had to move. Last Friday I took a flight in the morning to arrive in this apartment around afternoon. It's time he finishes school. That way, he could come join me quickly. He's moving in with me too. He doesn't want to leave me alone. He said that it will allow us to stay closer to one another and to keep an eye on me. I don't want to be watched constantly. At the same time, his presence makes me feel good and reassures me. Before we lived together, he came to see me once every two week. We are separated by 7 hours of plane, it isn't a small distance. We could have lose sight of each other in such regularity. But we stayed in touch by online video and messages. We tell each other everything, we know everything about each other. Every day, at the same time, we connect online and discuss what happened in our day.

I search the boxes for the school uniform. After 3 empty box without success, I finally fall on the good. It's a large box where Wellston (Y/N) is written in big black letters on it. I open it and find everything I need for school: books, uniform, registration document, etc ...

I put on the uniform without the vest and the tie and roll up the jacket sleeves on my waist. I put what I need in my shoulder bag and place it on my shoulder. I head for the door and get out of my room that I will leave more often now.

The apartment is great but big for two people. I shouldn't worry about that and focus on mentally preparing myself for what will happen to me today.

I go down the stairs and notice him a cup in his hand.

"Hey. Are you done preparing yourself? "

"Yes, I only have to have lunch a little..."

"I've prepared something for you. Eat and we can go ''

"I really have to ...? Just living here makes me uncomfortable ... "

"I know you don't like change (Y/N), but if I want to make sure of your well-being, I have to keep you close to me"

"..."

"Come here"

He takes me in his arms and I press my face against his chest.

"(Y/N), you know I'm doing this for you, for your own good ..."

"Yes ... But I'm so scared ... What do I do if they don't like me? If they want harm me? If they ... " I sob

"Calm down (Y/N). None of this is going to happen. I promise you. I will make sure personally. Nobody will hurt you. You are my number one priority ''

He takes my face in his hands and sticks his forehead against mine.

"Everything will be fine ... I'll be here"

I grab his shirt firmly in my hands behind his back and pray that everything goes well.

I know that as long as I have him, I'll be fine ... Despite everything ...

I'm scared of being separated from him ...

I'm so scared that my dream is coming true ...