fighting my
pain is
hard but
anything is
better than
giving in - it takes two
why is it harder
for me to see
the light in
my life
the darkness reverse
it slowly
and with
precision
gathering
all
things
that
mean
me
no good
and
replacing
them
with
positivity
if I was the me
that I spend my time
imagining I am
-would I?
because unfortunately
sometimes it
seems less expensive
to love someone
than
it is to love
yourself
-cheap date
I've never gotten things the easy way
n e v e r
so now I'm starting to realize
what my problem is
l a t e ly
I feel like I need a knight
and shining armor
a fucking savior
I am my own
rescue search party
I have always been
and will always be
-sound the alarm
