I finished making Aiden's food the walk back upstairs
"Aiden let me know if you need anything!!"
I walk to my room and get clothes out for my shower.
I know jahseh said to come back up here. And that's what I'm doing, he didn't say I had to come back to him
After the shower
Im all dressed and what not now I'm just sitting in my room watching TV. I hear running up the stairs then all of sudden someone is banging on my door
"Ronnie! ronnieeee!" Aiden yelled through the door
I get up in a panick and open it hella quick
"What" I give him a confused look
"Jahjah looking for you. He don't seem to happy"
He quickly ran to the back side of my bed away from the door and laid on the floor.
Meanwhile I'm sitting here dumbfounded and confused
"Veronica!!" I can hear jahseh yelling from down stairs
I walk out the door the turn back around to Aiden
"Jhitt you can sit in here and watch tv. just dust ya feet off before you hop on my bed."
I mean what would it hurt, I guess jahseh took the downstairs TV and Aiden don't have one in his room.
I creep downstairs and see jahseh and stokeley sitting on the couch eating Aiden's food that I made him.
Jahseh don't have a shirt on...I could see why. It was hot as hell down here. His body looks so good bro. Like c'mon he can get it wheneverrrr!!
I come out of my mind and see what jahseh wanted.
"What jahseh?" I said walking to the couch
"Why you ain't come yo ass back upstairs?" He ain't take his eyes off the tv. They in here watching American Ninja warrior
"Aye vro you think I could beat his time??" Stokeley asked jahseh
Honestly ion think so. Nigga on tv was fast as a bitch. Took him 6 minutes to get across the obstacles all together
"Jahseh I did go back upstairs, I just ain't come to your room. Ian want to" I said looking at him
He finally looked at me
"Did I ask if you wanted to?" He said sternly
I'm shakin nigga scary
"N-no I just didn't care" I said making eye contact with him
"Yo youn care? Oh okay" he nodded and bit his bottom lip
I looked away. It was getting tense
"I'ma go back up now..." I turn around
"I think the fuck not. sit yo short ass down"
He patted the cushion next to him.
I sit down and he wraps his arm around my shoulder...I look at his face and admire his face tattoos. Numb...alone... loyalty and the three dots. I wonder what those mean. ThenI get to his chest.
I see Cleopatra, must be his mom? I see VR, wing ridden angel, Aiden and some more stuff I can't see due to his arm being turned.
I let my eyes take control and they go down to where the tie was on his sweatpants. I lick my lips. I noticed that jahseh noticed that I was looking at him. He smirked.
"Aye Jah it's getting late I gotta go help ole girl out...I'll swing back through tomorrow tho ighh?" Stokeley said getting up
"Ight vro"
They do there cute ass little handshake and just like that...it's me and Jah...alone.
"Wassup Veronica?" He looked at me
"It's Ronnie"
"That's what I said.... Veronica" he said in a duhh tone
I looked at him like he was stupid
"Shuddup Jah" I look at the tv and see this Wendy's commercial.damn that shit look good.
"What you say" he seems confused maybe he's a luh slow
"I...said...shut...up. sorry you seem a little slow I had to sound it out for you"
At that moment I knew I fucked up
He then grabs me by my waist pulls me down onto the couch and gets on top of me...
"What the fuck are you doing jahseh?!?!?"
He smirked
"You know I fuck wit you heavy right??"
"What?" I'm confused I feel like he finna kill me. Like he seem mad but he ain't showing it
"I fuck wit you heavy. ighh. You mines, and if I see or hear about you coming outta place. I'm put you back in it."
By now he had me by my throat again.
I just sit there...looking at him. The way his eyes are staring into mine. The way his dreads fall in his face. omg swear I'm soaking.
Not to mention he had his crotch pressed up against mine. Starting to think I want him
His grip on my throat tightens...I start to freak out. i grab his hands trying to pry them off of my neck.
I haven't said a word I'm scared to.
"You understand me Veronica?"
I nod my head hella fast. He gets up and heads upstairs
"Good"...
I try to catch my breath. Getting up and going upstairs was hard considering I was nervous and my legs where quaking. I walk into my room and see Aiden asleep in my bed.. I'm not even strong enough to pick him up so I just lay next to him. I start to doze off, but I can feel him as he cuddles up next to me and wraps his arms around me. I just smile. my eyes still closed.
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Fanfiction"Im tired of all your shit. you don't own me." I said looking him in his eyes "I don't? bet" he said walking away "what's that supposed to mean?!?" "jahseh get back here, you can't just walk away I was talking to you!!" he turns around and stands...
