MAMA awards were going to end soon, about an hour left and Hyejin had just finished her performance with Red Velvet, prior to her solo opening performance.
Hyejin was ready to go on stage for the third time today to sing her hit singles 'Nightmare' & 'Me' ft Namjoon of BTS.
Hyejin went back stage again and got into her outfit.
She walked over to the platform and fixed her in ear.
"1,2,3!" The pd said again and signaled that the stage should move up.
Hyejin takes a deep breathe and lets the music consume her.
The background music starts playing
"Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep
If I shall die before I 'wake
I pray the Lord, my soul to take"
Hyejin looks up.
"I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I've tasted blood and it is sweet
I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I've trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors"
Hyejin walked to her group's table. She sat next to yeri and started singing to her.
"Come on, little lady, give us a smile"
No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about
I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for
A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing"
Hyejin got up and walked closer to her fans.
"I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize"
She looked up and then she smirked.
She looked back to her members.
"I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night
That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night
No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth
And I'ma let you speak if you just let me breathe
I've been polite, but won't be caught dead
Lettin' a man tell me what I should do in my bed"
Other idols that were watching the screen while trying to read the lyrics were stunned. Hyejin was always the chill and collected member. Everyone in the industry knew that.
"Keep my exes in check in my basement
'Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent
I could play nice or I could be a bully"
Hyejin walked back onto the stage and looked straight at the camera. She winked and then smirked when she took her ear piece out. As she heard all the screams, her confidence boosted and she continued singing.
"I'm tired and angry, but somebody should be
"Come on, little lady, give us a smile"
No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about
I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for
A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize"
She sat down near the stairs. Her head being supported by her hands. She looked at the camera and pointed to it.
"Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware
But I'd rather be a real nightmare, than die unaware, yeah
Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware
But I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night
That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night"
Hyejin looked over to the idols. One group in particular were giving her sympathetic looks, but she ignored it.
She smiles and moves into position for her next performance.
She pulls off the dress she was wearing. Showing the very beautiful dress that was hidden underneath her first dress.
She grabs the blue mic stand and puts it next to the purple one.
She looks over to the side.
The music then starts playing
"I promise that you'll never find another like me"
"I know that I'm a handful, baby, uh
I know I never think before I jump
And you're the kind of guy the ladies want
(And there's a lot of cool chicks out there)
I know that I went psycho on the phone
I never leave well enough alone
And trouble's gonna follow where I go
(And there's a lot of cool chicks out there)
But one of these things is not like the others
Like a rainbow with all of the colors
Baby doll, when it comes to a lover
I promise that you'll never find another like
Me-e-e, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I'm the only one of me
Baby, that's the fun of me
Eeh-eeh-eeh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You're the only one of you
Baby, that's the fun of you
And I promise that nobody's gonna love you like me-e-e"
Hyejin then stops and says "EVERYONE PLEASE WELCOME NAMJOON OF BTS!"
Namjoon flies onto the stage and starts his part.
"I know I tend to make it about me
I know you never get just what you see
But I will never bore you, baby
(And there's a lot of lame guys out there)
And when we had that fight out in the rain
You ran after me and called my name
I never wanna see you walk away
(And there's a lot of lame guys out there)
'Cause one of these things is not like the others
Livin' in winter, I am your summer
Baby doll, when it comes to a lover
I promise that you'll never find another like
Me-e-e, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I'm the only one of me
Let me keep you company
Eeh-eeh-eeh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You're the only one of you
Baby, that's the fun of you
And I promise that nobody's gonna love you like me-e-e"
Hyejin and Namjoon get their mics off the stand and walk to the middle of the stage.
"Hey, kids!
Spelling is fun!
Girl, there ain't no I in "team"
But you know there is a "me"
Strike the band up, one, two, three
I promise that you'll never find another like me
Girl, there ain't no I in "team"
But you know there is a "me"
And you can't spell "awesome" without "me"
I promise that you'll never find another like
Me-e-e (yeah), ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh (and I want ya, baby)
I'm the only one of me (I'm the only one of me)
Baby, that's the fun of me (baby, that's the fun of me)
Eeh-eeh-eeh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh (oh)
You're the only one of you (oh)
Baby, that's the fun of you
And I promise that nobody's gonna love you like me-e-e
Girl, there ain't no I in "team" (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
But you know there is a "me"
I'm the only one of me (Oh-oh)
Baby, that's the fun of me
(Eeh-eeh-eeh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Strike the band up, one, two, three
You can't spell "awesome" without "me"
You're the only one of you
Baby, that's the fun of you
And I promise that nobody's gonna love you like me-e-e"
Hyejin and Namjoon stand in the middle of the stage. Hyejin turns around and hugs Namjoon.
"We did it baby!" She says to him while staring at him.
Namjoon smiles and hugs her back.
Both of them holding in the urge to kiss.
They run backstage hand in hand as Namjoon was next to perform with BTS, they were going to perform their new hit song, Boy With Luv.
The boys got into position.
"모든 게 궁금해 how's your day
Oh tell me (oh yeah yeah, ah yeh ah yeh)
뭐가 널 행복하게 하는지
Oh text me (oh yeah yeah, ah yeh ah yeh)
Your every picture
내 머리맡에 두고 싶어 oh bae
Come be my teacher
네 모든 걸 다 가르쳐줘
Your one, your two
Listen my my baby 나는
저 하늘을 높이 날고 있어
(그때 니가 내게 줬던 두 날개로)
이제 여긴 너무 높아
난 내 눈에 널 맞추고 싶어
Yeah you makin' me a boy with love"
Hyejin pops up from behind the set and joins the group.
"Oh my my my, oh my my my
I've waited all my life
네 전부를 함께하고 싶어
Oh my my my, oh my my my
Looking for something right
이제 조금은 나 알겠어
I want something stronger.
than a moment, than a moment, love
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ah) I have waited longer
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh)
For a boy with, for a boy with love"
She gets into formation and dances.
She looks over to Jimin and smiles at him.
"널 알게 된 이후 ya 내 삶은 온통 너 ya
사소한 게 사소하지 않게 만들어버린 너라는 별
(Oh yeah) 하나부터 열까지 ay ay 모든 게 특별하지 ay ay
너의 관심사 걸음걸이 말투와
사소한 작은 습관들까지 (oh ah)
Ay 다 말하지 너무 작던 내가 영웅이 된 거라고 (oh nah)
난 말하지 운명 따윈 처음부터 내 게 아니었다고 (oh nah)
세계의 평화 (no way)
거대한 질서 (no way)
그저 널 지킬 거야 난 (boy with love)
Listen my my baby 나는
저 하늘을 높이 날고 있어
(그때 니가 내게 줬던 두 날개로)
이제 여긴 너무 높아
난 내 눈에 널 맞추고 싶어
Yeah you makin' me a boy with love
Oh my my my, oh my my my
You got me high so fast
네 전부를 함께하고 싶어
Oh my my my, oh my my my
You got me fly so fast
이제 조금은 나 알겠어
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ah) love is nothing stronger (I want it)"
Hyejin screamed out "i want it!" And started laughing as she saw the boys reactions.
Hoseok was already making faces at her and Yoongi just started giggling.
"(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh) (than a boy with) than a boy with love
Love is nothing stronger
(Than a boy with) than a boy with love
툭 까놓고 말할게
나도 모르게 힘이 들어가기도 했어
높아버린 sky, 커져버린 hall
때론 도망치게 해달라며 기도했어
But 너의 상처는 나의 상처
깨달았을 때 나 다짐했던걸
니가 준 이카루스의 날개로
태양이 아닌 너에게로
Let me fly
Oh my my my, oh my my my
I've waited all my life
네 전부를 함께하고 싶어
Oh my my my, oh my my my
Looking for something right
이제 조금은 나 알겠어
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ah) I want something stronger
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ah) (than a moment) than a moment love
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh) ( love is nothing stronger )
(Ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh ah ooh) (than a boy with) than a boy with love
The boys and Hyejin bow and walk off stage. They walk into their dressing room.
Hyejin bid her goodbyes as Hoseok and Jimin started laughing and making fun of her "I want it!"
"I will not tolerate this disrespect!" Hyejin puffed as she walked to the door.
Namjoon walked over to it before she grabbed the handle and blocked her exit.
He leaned down and gave her a kiss and hug then said "i'll see you later tonight babygirl."
The boys cringed but still cheered and hyejin blushed.
Yoongi rolled his eyes in disgust and looked away.
Hyejin walked out and went on her way to her room.
Wait. Tonight? She thought to herself.
We didn't make any plans... what's he up to?
