I Will Not leave in silence

A blur day

Dylans it was dylans the nerd of school I never noticed him before but knew his name as we had math class together.

I quickly picked my things up and as I stood up liam was staring at my lips he tried to kiss me but I backed off and just took hold of his hand . We were going to our first class and asusual Liam was only holding my hand but didn't care enough that I was walking along with him.

" why didn't you let me kiss in the hall way?" Liam asked.
" I thought miss olivia was watching us and it did not seem appropriate"
He didnot seem satisfied with my answer. However, decided to let go thank god

Liam is a popular guy of school .On the other hand, I am a total intorvert I dont even get it sometimes how we both ended up together.

As the lesson began in class I wasn't able to concentrate on anything .My mind was not processing any words. Throughout the class Liam was trying to conversate with me but I was a total  bitch to him.

Suddenly someone shook me and dragged me out of my thoughts and I realized that sir has been asking me a question and I felt that everyone has their eyes glued to me.

I stood up and my voice was gone no word was coming out and automatically my legs decided to move and leave the fucking class room I ran out of the classroom leaving everyone in bewilderment.

I went straight to the restroom and sat their . My eyes were filled with water Am I crying? Why am I crying? I decided to let go of it then why am I crying.

My scars were having a sensation and it was not a good one.

As I looked up to my thigh I realized one of my scars were bleeding I quickly got up and as I left the school building with tears in my eyes I knew I couldnt escape from this hell.

I crashed at a bar and had a few shots of tequila until the sun was set.

I was still in my uniform. I Used a fake id to get in and have the drinks but the bar tender didnt seem to actually buy it as I was in uniform and I had to makeup a story.

I wonder if Liam was worried but then I thought who am I kidding he must be busy with those hoe friends of his.

I started drinking again and then I completely lost my mind .Therefore, passed out.

Next thing I know is I am in my bed and my parents are roaming in my room walking here and there waiting for me to get into my senses. As soon as they notice I am awake my mom came to me and gave me a tight hug.

While my dad was staring at me both of them took all their anger on me.
" first you bunk school and then you are found in some bar passed out" shouted my dad.On the other hand, my mom just looked worried.

I am just having a hard time.

Doing what?? You just have to go to school and study your mom and I have been working really hard to give you this life sarah replied my dad.

I said I was just having a hard time.Anyways who found me?

That kiddo from your school named dylans I guess ,answered dad.

Oh so it was dylans and not Liam
Means Liam didnot even think of me.
The war between me and my parents ended on the point that I will not leave my house rather than school and important stuff . This rule will change when my parents think I am healthy and wise enough to go out and that will happen when pigs will fly probably.

Dylans must have gained everyone's attention by telling them  about me and now my new name would be drunkie. I know this school and the people in it they don't help anyone to actually help them.

I could feel the pain in my leg again..and reminded me  of that...nevermind Sarah nevermind.