I Will Not leave in silence

Grey eyes😍

The next day in the school everything was perfectly fine. There was no sign of anyone giving me special stares. Thats odd maybe dylans did help for actually helping me.

I think I should find him and say thanks .
What he must  be thinking about me? Oh sara he must be thinking you are a ungrateful bitch.

I quickly took my things from the locker and headed towards dylans locker. He was standing there with his head down looking into a book. For the first time I noticed dylans.

He had grey eyes and his hair were a shade of brown and black. He was wearing a lose T-shirt of black colour along with a black jeans.He was fit as hell and he had curly hairs. He noticed that I was checking him out.
I quicky changed my direction of sight.

Hi..said dylans

Hey. I heard that you dropped me home from that bar last night.

Yeah..I was there with some friends and found you.

Well, I just wanted to say thanks.

Liam came just when he shouldn't and  kissed me at my lips

Hey babe you know last night we had a huge party because we won our basketball match.

Congragulations Liam.

And then he kissed me again .

I wonder he has not noticed anything at all in me. He didnot even look at or discover my scars or my change of behaviour.sometimes no who am I kidding Liam always breaks my heart.

For a few days it remained the usual . I used to skip classes, leave classes in the middle and zone out for few minutes .Liam continued with his same arrogant attitude.sometimes I could feel dylans noticing me.

Today it was thunder storm alert in the town and the weather was quite cloudy. I was moving towards the cafeteria to join Liam when I saw him kissing a girl who was sitting on her lap . I stared at them for a few seconds.

How could he..? I can tolerate anything but not cheating and not flirting with other girls atleast.Liam saw me plus probably saw the boiling rage in me. My bloodshot eyes scared the shit out of Liam I could see it.I could sense his fear as he got up and started to move towards me.

We had eye contact until he was very close to me. I wanted to say so many things but nothing came out of throat.

I was so hurt so hurt. My eyes were filled with water. I was hurt and angry at the same time.

I HATE YOU LIAM I HATE YOU.THIS WAS ONLY WHAT I CAN THINK OFF.

Everyone was staring at us. I got out of the cafeteria while Liam following me.

"Baby it wasn't like that.Atleast hear me out"

I turned around and said " okay so you are saying that all I saw was not right that girl was not sitting on ur lap kissing you like a whore.Liam I tolerated all of your shit only because you were loyal. Honestly you never cared for me enough and I need a break from you." I paused for a second .

"Its not an end to whatever we have friendship relationship or anything but I need a break".

I said it. It felt so light.
I saw a  glimpse of dylans noticing me again.

I went straight to him and said" What are you going to just notice me or what?? I am not a clown."

And after this terrible day at school. I rushed home ignoring the pain of my scars  ignoring the fact that I am not pure for anyone anymore.I went to take a bath once again scrubbing myself all over again with tears of  hurt.