the "tutor"

getting to know Jackie.

it's been 2 weeks and i miss alex sm. but i'll see him soon. hopefully. i got up did the usual and changed

i went out for starbucks and saw jackie.
jackie- hey!? long time no see.
me- yea. how ru!?
jackie- i'm good u?
me- i'm ok.
jackie- imma go order i'll be back
me- k.
...
jackie- ok so when did u come back?
me- um i think 2 or 3 weeks ago
jackie- oh.
me- yea :/
jackie- what's wrong?
me- nothing i just—
jackie- miss someone?
me- yea. how'd u—
jackie- is it that alex guy?
me- yea. how'd u know?
jackie- oh idk. i just, idk. but he'll be back soon. he's on his breakin' bread tour thing.
me- mhm.
jackie- oh well. i'm sure he misses his girl as much as u miss him.
me- :/ hopefully...

later/
i actually rlly like jackie. she's a nice friend. rn we're headed home from the mall.

me- well bye jackie
jackie- bye!

i went in and set my stuff down upstairs in my room and then i heard the door open. so i went down.
me- hello?
i kept walking still no answer and then i got down and saw my mother!!!!
me- mom!!!!
i ran to hug her and we hugged
mom- hey Bri
me- i've missed u so much.
mom- me more.
me- well how long ru gonna be home?
mom- i think for a while.
me- no way! rlly?
mom- yea.
me- yay!
mom- u haven't gone shopping for food?
me- no. sry i go i just forgot
mom- it's fine. wanna go out and eat?
me- sure.

we went to eat @ urth caffe. we spent time and talked. then it hit 8 and we went home.

mom- imma go grocery shopping
me- k.
mom- u coming?
me- no i'm fine
mom- k.

she left and i went up and showered. then changed

then since i was still home alone i decided to go live.
*live stream
me- hey guys.
/comment/- hello
/comment/-😍
/comment (joeybirlem)/- hey gorgeous
me- *reads comment* hey joey 🙄
/comment (joeybirlem)/- what's wrong princess 😕😏
/comment/- heyyyy
/comment/- ur so pretty
me- i'm bored and my mom came back today so that's one good thing that happened this month. everything else has just been horrible
/comment/- why?
/comment/- don't be sad :/
/comment (joeybirlem)/- yea. don't be sad princess i don't like it when u get all sad
/comment/- call alex
me- i hate it. he's on tour but he's doing what he loves so if he's happy i am to.... even tho i do miss him a ton. i'm glad he's doing what he loves.
/comment/- why don't u just call him everyday to see how he's doing?
me-*reads comment* i can't just do that. he's busy and i don't wanna distract him or whatever. so i'm just gonna wait. it'll be fine.
me- oh and we're starting school again soon! so i'm kinda excited for that.
/comment (joeybirlem)/- oh! ur excited to see me😏😏
/comment/- ik i would be🥵
/comment/- i would.
me- *reads comment* no! i'm excited to go to school i wanna see other ppl *whispers to self* rn especially alex

i was live for a while and then my mom got home and i ended the live then spent time with her the rest of the night.