It's been a week or 2 since that "tea" with Desiree and i hated it bc ppl started hating on me, or hating on her. It sucks... ppl even started telling me to kill myself, either they would comment it on my post or live, or they would dm me. And I hated it sm. And Marc knew abt it and every time he went live ppl would tell him/ask him and he would either ignore it or help Desiree out. I would cry bc of it idk why and I started cutting again...😕 and no one knew.
Today (Monday) I woke up, did the usual and changed
(Oversized^)
I basically looked like this, just with that outfit^^^
Then I went downstairs and watched fixed up my crap and since I was early I decided to go to Starbucks. I grabbed my stuff and walked out and as I opened the door I got scared
Me- Alex!? U scared me
Alex- 😂 sry
Me- it's fine Ig
Alex- where u headed?
Me- Starbucks
Alex- can i come?
Me- yea come on
/Starbucks/
We went in and ordered and walked to school and talked.
/school/
When we got there we walked to class and sat
Alex- ready for exams?
Me- nope
Alex- same
Me- well good luck
Alex- good luck
/after exams/
Me and Alex walked out to the courtyard bc we were gonna leave with Diego and Josie. We all decided to go watch a movie. (U can choose whichever movie we went to see) we went and sat at the very top.
/after the movie/
Me- that was a good movie
Alex- mhm
Diego- lets go eat
We went to eat and after that we went to the mall (like always, nothing new). Me and Josie went to get our nails doneJosie's^^
Mine^^
After that we went to shop for more clothes and then we met up with the boys and went to leave our shit at our house and then went to Diego's house.
/Diego's house/
We went there and just hung out.
After a while Josie has to leave so Diego walked her home and me and Alex watched Netflix and I got hot so I rolled up my sleeve. And it was a huge mistake...
Alex- Bri! Wtf?
Me- what?
Alex- what's that?
Me- *rolls down sleeve* nothing
Alex- *grabs my hand* lemme see
Me- ur hurting me
Alex- *rolls sleeve up* nothing huh? 😡 *lets go of my hand*
Me- it's nothing ok! *gets up*
Alex- *also gets up* why?
Then Diego walked in 😶...
Diego- wtf is going on?
Alex- Bri-
Me- nothing bye I'm leaving
Diego- why
Me- i have to um, go. Bye
Diego- Um ok?I just opened the door and ran. Why'd I do that? Idk I'm stupid... but I just didn't want Alex to get mad at me. Even though he probably already is... ugh I hate myself...
/my house/
I went in and closed the door and ran upstairs.
And not soon after I heard a knock....\\\\\\\\\\\
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Who do u think it is??