The next day I got up and saw Alex still asleep (adorable btw) then I showered did the usual and changed into this
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Then as I was going out I got a text from Dess
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(I meant to put I asked his mom not u) After that I went out slipped on these shoes
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and saw Alex not looking well either and I thought of what happened yesterday and asked him- Me- u good? Alex- yeah :/ Me- no ur not Alex- I'm fine I promise Me- mhm sure Alex- where u going? Me- Dess told me Carlos isn't feeling well so imma go see what's wrong Alex- oh ok Me- wanna come? Alex- np I'm good Me- k but when I come back be ready to tell me what's wrong Alex- I'm fine I said Me- and i don't think u r so I'll be back Alex- ok, ly Me- me 2 I passed by Starbucks first to get him his favorite drink and something to eat /His house/ I knocked and his mom opened Araceli- hey Me- hey is Carlos home? Araceli- si está en su quarto Me- puedo pasar? Araceli- si Me- ok gracias After that I went to his room knocked once and he didn't open so I opened it. When I went in he was just laying there so I went to lay with him Me- hey i brought u breakfast Carlos- thank u Me- np now what's wrong? Carlos- nothing Me- Carlos 😑 Carlos- idk I'm just not feeling it Me- why Carlos- idk :/ Me- well wanna play games to make u feel better? Carlos- plz?!... After a while Carlos was feeling a bit better and he was smiling and yeah! Carlos- thank u for coming Me- np and thank ur gf 😉 Carlos- wow 😂 Dess? Me- yeah duh! 😂 Carlos- well cya around and thank u! 💜 Me- mhm bye Carlos- bye After that I said bye to his mom and went back to the apartment. But first I went to Chic-Fil-A to get Alex and me food /apartment/ I went up and saw him on the bed laying like a bum. Me- Alex I take my shoes off and went to sit beside him Alex- huh? Me- i brought u food Alex- I'm not hungry Me- Alex? Alex- huh? Me- whats wrong Alex- nothing Me- tell me 😩 Alex- I'm fine I promise Me- i got it out of Carlos and I'll get it out of u, now tell me Alex- *sits up* u know how yesterday u/we saw Hailey and Brandon? Me- yeah Alex- well idk why but I just felt weird and sad Me- u still like her?... Alex- idk Me- oh ok :/ Alex- I just didn't want her nor him to see me Me- oh... Alex- yeah :/ Me- well here eat and hopefully you'll feel better Alex- sorry for kissing u yesterday Me- it's fine u did it bc they were coming and- Alex- yeah ok well ily Me- me more After we ate we laid down and that basically was our day! 7:15 Alex- wanna go out somewhere I'm getting bored Me- sure Me and Alex decided to go to target and then we decided to head to the mall. /mall/ We've been here for an hour and Alex is way better now and I'm glad. Alex- oh shit Me- what Alex- they're right over there Me- holy- Alex- lets go Me- Alex!? Ur rlly gonna avoid them? Alex- well- Me- Ik u don't like em neither do I but ur gonna run into them at times even though u don't like it Alex- ur right 😞 Me- just come on u don't even have to talk to them Alex- k After we finished Brandon and Hailey were literally coming out of the store we were passing and then Alex grabbed my hand. We held hands all the way out and then went home.... Idk why but i didn't like him acting like that... yeah I love him but i feel like he's using me as some kind of "toy" bc every time we see them and I'm around him he uses me to do something like last time, he kissed me and now/today he held my hand just bc they were coming out of that store.... /apartment/ We went in and I sat on the couch and then Alex went to his room. I didn't rlly want to do shit but then I saw that he left his phone and it he got a text from "♥️her"and I looked at it... at that moment I started to cry even though I didn't want to. I wiped my tears and took his phone to him before I left to walk. Me- u um l- left ur phone out there... Alex- what's wrong? Me- nothing bye Alex- w-wait After that I walked out with my phone and started waking somewhere, idk where but somewhere... I just didn't get it why would he tell me he loves me and shit but then goes and talks to other girls?... Ig he never rlly did love me 😭 maybe he never meant it:/ At this point I've walked far enough from the house that I just sat down on some bench. I guess I was at a park, but not near the one at the apartment bc I would've known it was that one bc me and Alex would go to it 😖... After a bit I stayed and then it got cold and I checked my phone and I got messages-
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Then I went online and did something I would probably regret but Idc at this moment 😭... After a while it hit 9 so I headed back. /apartment/ Alex- Bri where have u- Me- I'm going to sleep gn Alex- Bri... what's wrong Me- nothing gn Alex- Bri 😢 Me- ... that te- nvm gn Alex- 😞 gn I went to his room got my stuff and started packing... then I went out and slept on the couch.
