It's now been a week and Diego left 😞... And today's my last day 😔
Today me and Alex r gunna hang out (when do we not?) I woke up and did the usual morning shit and then changed into this
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Then I got my phone and then I got a text from Alex saying he was here! So I went out and I got in the Uber and we drove to eat breakfast.
/mall/- After we ate breakfast we shopped and it was fun! Alex- we're here buying stuff (Alex was blogging btw) Me- imma go get my nails done Alex- lets go then Me- u sure u wanna go? Alex- yeah why not Me- k 😊 We walked and he was filming our hands for a sec. Then I remembered we were holding hands Me- weird? Alex- what? 😂 Me- nothing nvm 😂 we're here We went in and I got them done like this
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Then after that we shopped more and then went back to his apartment to leave the stuff. Alex- so we're home rn and later we're going to the park? Right? Me- yeah :) 7:15
/park/ We walked there and Alex was gonna go live once we got there. And he did- ~live stream~ Alex- hey guys we're here at the park I'm with my- with Bri Me- hey We sat in a position like this
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But on a bench sitting down (if u get what im trying to say) /comment/- aww\\he almost said girlfriend!!?? 😱 /comment/- r y'all dating? /comment/- DATE ALREADY 😩 Alex- *reads comment* no, we're not dating *makes his lips move to say*- not yet Me- yeah :/ /comment/- what r y'all? /comment/- my parents! Alex- *reads comment* idk Me- what? Alex- what are we? Me- 😶 idk *gets up/off of him and looks at him* what do u wanna us to be? /comment/- BF AND GF!!!! Alex- I want us to be a thing, Bri :/ since the day we became close... I love u and I would LOVE IT if u would be my gf... Me- *looks at phone/comments* I- Alex- 😞u know what nvm i was stupid for asking that just forget it Me- no u weren't i a- Alex- well guys I think imma end- Me- Alex ily to! Ily SO MUCH! And I wanna be with u forever.... Like s- Alex- *kisses Bri/me* /comment/- OMG!!!!!!!!! /comment/- they kissed 😭😱😍 Alex- Bri *gets up* I'm sry I- Me- no it's fine I- Alex- Imma end the live now bye! *ends live* Bri I gtg Me- um w- ok 😔
I waited till 1 am and went to get my stuff i honestly don't know why he did that :( but Dess said I could stay with her for tonight, I leave tmrw anyway... after I grabbed my shit I left his sweatshirt he gave me on his bed and said goodbye even though he can't hear me. And after that I went to dess' house and we talked I told her abt it. Dess- Ik I saw :/ sry Me- it's whatever I'm so dumb Dess- u didn't do anything! It'll be alright you'll see Me- thank u 💜 We watched a movie then went to sleep...
/Alex's POV/ After what happened at the park I went home and cried. Why'd I leave?! I'm SO DUMB! Why'd I do that?! I said I wanted her to be my gf, and she said she wanted to be a thing to... and I screwed that up 😡😭 I'm so confused in life rn 😞... I do love her and I want to be with her but idk what happened... Ig I wasn't ready... ugh I hate myself! I stopped crying for a bit and pretended to be asleep bc Bri came in and grabbed her stuff. She left the hoodie I gave her :/ man I rlly fucked up... then she said goodbye... 😭 I hate myself...
