(Dear god not another get scared fanfic please hold a fucking crucifix while reading this)
I felt useless...tired and fuckin numb...
I'm too scared to tell him my feelings
I'm afraid if they'll kick me off the band if they find out that I'm gay...I'm scared if my crush will hate me...
My name is Johnny Braddock..if you were wondering..and I have a crush on one of the people in my band called Get Scared..his name is Dan..
I laid back in bed standing at the ceiling dazing and almost falling asleep..
"Yo Johnny you okay?" Nick said as he walked into my room and sat next to me on my bed looking at me with his pale green eyes.
"I-I'm Fine Nick." I said lying
"Johnny..you always stutter when you lie..I know you..Cmon it's not like I'll hate you or anything." He said softly
"You really won't.?" I said
"Yeah..your like a brother to me..I wouldn't hurt you." He said
"Well ..can you close the door I kinda wanted to talk to you in private.." I said nervously
"K then." Nick said as he got up and walked to the door and closed it and locked it, then he walked back to my bed and sat next to me.
"So what did you wanna talk about?" Nick said
I sighed heavily.
"N-Nick even though you said that your like a brother to me and you said you would n-never hate me but I-I'm gay..and I have a crush on Dan..." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek
Nick pulled me into a hug as a cried softly.
"It's okay..I still love you like a brother and I'm not mad at you..just calm down.." Nick said
I calmed down a couple of minutes later.
"So how long did you have a crush on Dan?" Nick said
"Ever since we met...I've always had a crush on him since we became a band.." I said
Then Nick got a text from his wife Raven.
"Fuck I got to go Ravens having her child Fuck me in the ass I'm a father." Nick said laughing as he ran out my bedroom door.
"Nick where the fuck are you going?" I heard Lloyd said
"YOUR BITCH IS GOING TO BE A FATHER!" Nick yelled as I heard the front door close
Lloyd walked to my bedroom confused as hell.
"Is the fucking man on heroin again.?" Lloyd said
"Bro I don't even know anymore.." I said
"Hell nobody knows what's going through Nick's crazy mind." Lloyd said
"Shit shouldn't you know what goes through his mind you've known him since 3rd grade." I said
Lloyd laughed.
"Johnny you know how long I had to put up with Nick's emo ass? 9 Fuckin years plus college for a couple of years!" Lloyd said
Adam laughed as he heard what Lloyd said.
"What the fuck Lloyd." Adam yelled from his room.
"DON'T ASK WHY I SAID THAT ADAM!" Lloyd yelled
Adam laughed.
"Yo Lloyd can I tell you something?" I said
"Sure What is it?" He said
"You can tell Adam but don't tell Dan..k." I said
"Okay then.." he said
"I'll just text you what I'm gonna say then just tell Adam by texting him that." I said
"Okay." Lloyd said as he walked back to his room.
[Text messages]
Johnny-Okay Lloyd don't hate me for saying this but...I'm gay and I have a crush on Dan..
Lloyd-Holy shit I never knew you were gay bro I thought you were straight.
Johnny-Well...I've always been gay I just hid it.
Lloyd-For how long?
Johnny-Ever since we met and since we became a band in general.
Lloyd-I'm okay with you being gay but I'm a little concerned..Why Dan? 😅
Johnny-Lloyd shut the fuck up! 😖 I'll won't tell you why you'll slowly turn gay as well!
Lloyd-Bitch I'm bi so I'm technically gay and straight.
Johnny-Welp you can tell Adam
Lloyd-K I'll text u his reaction
[A Couple Of minutes later]
Lloyd-He's okay with you being gay but legit concerned 😂
Johnny-WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH DAN HES ADORABLE?!
Lloyd-You think he's adorable Johnny..hell people ship you and Nick no lie.. I do to even though nick is married.
Johnny-WHAT THE FUCK— PEOPLE SHIP YOU AND ADAM!
Lloyd-Really...I'm scarred for life thanks Johnny 🖕
Johnny-Your fucking welcome
I laid my phone down on my desk and plugged it in to charge and I collapsed on to my bed slowly falling asleep.
[The Next Day]
I woke up thinking about confessing to Dan..I just want to sleep in the same bed as him we are really close we're like brothers besides Nick.
I quickly made a group chat with Adam and Lloyd and texted them both saying 'Today is the day were I will confess to Dan wish me luck bitches!' And Lloyd responder with "
I texted Dan saying to come to my room and close the door so we can talk.
Dan walked in looking as if he was woken from sleep, he closed the door carefully.
"So what did you wanna talk about?" He said
"Um..it's kinda personal but I just had to tell you something about me that well you never knew about me.." I said
"Okay..What is it? Johnny you look worried and a bit stressed is something bothering you?" Dan said a bit worried
"Will you hate me if I tell you?" I said
"No! Why would I hate you?" Dan said
"Because well...Dan I'm gay...and I'm mentally in love with you.." I said
Dan stood there silent for a couple of seconds he walks towards me and sits next to me very closely.
"I'm in love with you too Johnny..I feel the same way..so are we dating? now?" Dan said as he leans his head against my shoulder making me embarrassed and having the urge to cry cause he accepted my confession.
Dan wraps his arms around my shoulder and turns me around and presses his lips against mine, I kissed back wrapping my arms around him.
Dan stops and lets me go and lays down next to me leaning his body against me and slowly wraps his arms around me, holding me in his arms as I slowly fall asleep.
"I love you.." Dan said
"Love you Too" I said sleepily
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