jar of thoughts

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lovely

isn't lovely how alone you can feel?

having friends doesn't help.
sometimes you just get trapped inside of your own head.

the thoughts running through can hurt.
the feeling of being trapped, and in a repetitive state, of trying to accomplish something.

being alone is something that happens way too often. the not-so-good thoughts that come across every-so often.

try and try again, just to fail.
it may be good for a minute, but it won't be good in a few hours.
the hours tick by, and nothing changes.
that same feeling is trapped within you and there's nothing you can do.

because love, doesn't cross everyone's path as often as you would think. the thing that everyone wants, but only certain people can get.

sometimes it can change.
mostly likely, it will just be a never ending cycle.

oh, how lovely.