"Alexis, what's wrong?" Kentrell asked me.
I couldn't answer. I was in a complete daze. Was this real? Maybe if I would've stayed home this wouldn't have happened. Not my dad. Now I lost two parents? I had to get back home. I couldn't leave Dee like this.
I left out of Kentrell's room. I didn't say a word. I went down to my room. Bee and Joe was sitting on the bed, playing. I didn't pay them any attention, I just started packing. "Ra, where you going? What happened?" Bee asked me. I ignored her. I kept packing. She walked over to me, "Alexis what the fuck is going on?" She yelled. I threw the suitcase down. I felt myself tearing up. "I gotta go home Belizean. My dad- something happened. Somebody killed him" I hesitated to say. "I'm going home with you" she said. "No, you stay here. I need to be alone. I don't wanna drag you along with me. I'll be Ight" I said, wiping my tears. There was a knock on the door. Bee went to go see who it was. Kentrell walked in. "Why you just storm out like dat Alexis?" He asked. "Kentrell, I'm going back home. It's a lot going on right na and I need to be alone." I said. He just stared at me like he was hurt. "Can I take you home at least?" He asked. I nodded my head. I continued packing my clothes.
"Call me when you get home Ra. Love you" Bee said, hugging me. "I will" I said. Joe gave me a hug after. "Don't be on no fake shit na" he said. I laughed. I grabbed my suitcase and walked out the door. The elevator ride was silent. I felt bad cus I know he was upset I was leaving. I could see it in his face. He grabbed my suitcase and put it in the trunk of his car. We got in the car. He got in after me. Soon as he shut the door, he looked down at his hands and sighed. "Alexis, tell me what's going on please. Ion wanna be left out yo life even tho you leaving. I wanna know wassup. Tell me". I looked at him then I looked down. "My dad died Kentrell. I never told you but my moma was a drug addict. Left me and my older brother Londell on my dad's door step cus she couldn't take care of us no more. It's always just been us 3. We don't got nobody else. My brother need me right na. I can't stay with you although I want to. Ion want you to be upset. I just need some time alone right now so I can get myself together" I told him. I put my hand on his cheek and rubbed it with my thumb. He just stared at me. "Promise me sum", he said. "What?" I asked. "When you get everything situated, promise me you gon' come back fa me" he said. I gave a slight grin. "I promise" I said. He smiled a little. He started the car.
"How many more shows you got to do out in Atlanta?" I asked. "Like 2 more. Then we going to California". I nodded my head then looked out the window. "Ima miss you tho" he said. I looked at him, "stop. You gone make me feel bad" I said. "I'm just saying. Ion want you going through this shit by yourself ya feel me?" He said. "I understand that but this is just sum I gotta do K" i said, with tears forming in my eyes. I looked away before they could fall and I wiped them. He took my hand with the other still on the wheel and rubbed it. "Everything gon be ight. Not right na but eventually everything will work itself out fasho" he said. I nodded my head, smiling a little. I laid my head back on the seat and closed my eyes.
It was around 2 in the morning when I got back home. Kentrell shook me until I woke up. "We here. You want me to walk you to the door?" He asked. I nodded my head. He got my suitcase out his trunk and I walked to the front door. He came to the door and put my suitcase down. I hugged him. It felt like we were hugging for hours. I couldn't find myself to let go. Eventually, I did. He kissed me on my lips then my forehead. "If you need me, I'm always here even tho I be busy. I got you always" he said. "Thank you" I said. He walked off. I waited until he got in his car before I unlocked the door. He pulled off and I went inside. "Dee!" I yelled. No answer. I left my suitcase by the door and went upstairs to check his room. He was sleep. I closed the door. I went back downstairs to get my suitcase. I pulled it upstairs quietly so I wouldn't wake Londell up. I put it by my closet. I put my phone on the charger, put my keys on my dresser, took my shoes off and fell onto my bed. I was in a deep thought about everything. How did my dad die? Where was Dee when he found out? Who killed him? How were we gonna pay for his funeral? When would I find the courage to get involved with Kentrell after this? I was so hurt after Dee called me. My mind was everywhere. I couldn't focus on anything. I closed my eyes and I drifted off to sleep
9:30 AM
"Alexis", Dee shook me awake. "Hmm" I squinted my eyes to focus, "Dee, what happened to dad? Who did it?" I said to him. He just sighed and played with his hands. "Mane look Ra. Ion know who did it. But when I find out, you already know what's gone go down. I'm not tryna start up no bullshit right na. This ain't the time. All I know is that somebody was hiding inside the backseat of his car and popped him three times. He was dead on the scene. The killer had already fled by then." I started tearing up. I couldn't believe my dad was gone. "Our aunts and uncles and grandma supposed to be coming up here today so they can arrange his funeral and everything. We gone be aight Ra, no worries" he said, putting his hand on my shoulder. I just nodded. He walked out the room. Kentrell texted me.
Trell 💚
I miss you lil mama. Call me when you can. I miss yo voice ❤️.
I smiled. I just looked at it and closed my phone. It hit me how things wouldn't be the same after this. I got trust issues so I know ima prolly be thinking that Kentrell out there fucking on some other girl while Ian around. Idk tho. I just needed some time away. I wouldn't feel right being away while my brother is going through this by himself. I barely even know my dad's side of the family cus they never came to visit. But the support will be needed.
My aunts and uncles arrived at our house later that day. We didn't really know what to say to them hence the fact that we barely knew who they were. They came inside and hugged the both of us. I just hugged them back, being nice about it. "My, how you both have gotten so big. Londell, you look just like ya father" Aunt Melonee said. "Yeah. In public people used to think I was his younger brother" Londell laughed, so did my aunt. "And Alexis, you look as beautiful as your mother" she said. "Thank you" I said. "Where is she by the way? I was informed she would be attending the funeral" my Uncle Steven asked. "What do you mean? She ain' been around in years. We ain' heard from her" Dee informed. "Why would she be coming anyway? It ain' like she care no how" I added. "Oh, Alexis don't say that. She cares about you and your brother. Now isn't the time for you both to be hostile towards her. He meant something to her too" she said. "Pfft. Okay. If she comes, I'm not speaking to her. If you leave, stay gone. Don't try to come back" I said. I walked back upstairs to my room. What would I even say to my mother when I see her? I laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling. My phone dinged, indicating a text. It was Kentrell again.
Trell 💚
I'm waiting on your call Ra. Ian forget about you. Could neva do that.
Right now was just the time that I needed someone to talk to. I picked up the phone and called Kentrell.
"Ra, it's you?" He asked
"Yeah who else? I need to talk. You busy?" I asked
"Na not at the moment. I gotta tell you sum too. But wassup tho?" He asked.
I looked confused. "What you gotta tell me K?"
He sighed. Then proceeded to say these words that made me question everything. "I got Blasian pregnant".
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Dial tone..
TBC.
I don't want to keep you guys waiting AGAIN. So the next chapter should be uploaded by tomorrow or should already be uploaded by the time you read this. Give me some time though. Also, in respect for Youngboy who recently just got sentenced only two more months in jail and 14 months house arrest, I need everybody to spam the comments with "FREE YB" until he comes home. SLAT❗️
-mook
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