Thanks For The Help//Bang Chan X Reader {Completed}

Chapter 15

"you don't have to say anymore" he whispered in my ear as he held me in his arms, I shook my head as I slowly pushed away "but I do, you have the right to know" I said with a sad smile.

he nodded, but he had this look in his eye like he was worried about me. "my father came at me with a gun, I turned it on him right as he shot, the bullet landed in his head, when my court date came around, I was the one in cuffs as my mom testified for my step dad, she wanted me in prison. she thought I was the bad guy, she thought that was my fathers only fall out"

i took a deep breath before starting again.

"then they did a full scale investigation after I chose to say nothing for my case, they got enough evidence to prove that he beat me, raped me, choked me, and a lot more by taking a sample of the blood on his tools in the basement. my mother couldn't accept it, she had a hard time trying to believe it, so instead she pushed me away and I moved to a different country for a better start" 

  i finally finished my story feeling a weight being lifted off my shoulders. I knew I was going to have to tell him some day, just never expected it to be the day after we got engaged.

but the world always has different plans.

"life will always drag you down, but it's whether you choose to get back up and try again is what really matters" he said with a soft smile as he stared into my eyes

"there will be times where we cant choose something for ourselves, like our family. but there are things we can choose, the way we act, the way we treat others, and of course they way we choose to change the bad to good whether its in our lives or the people around us. but good always comes from suffering, if your mom never pushed you away you would've never moved to Korea and met stray kids"

i smile as I realize Chan is having another one of his speeches, the good kind! so I just sit there and listen like I'm hearing it for the first time.

but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't push away the fact he was right. I can definitely say that what has happened to me in my life has only made me stronger and I cant let it drag me down. I cant let it control me.

"you're right, I need to stop letting my past drag me down" I said looking down at our hands that were interlocked. "its just sometimes its easier said then done" I said, he nodded before he brought his other hand up to my hand that way both his hands were holding one of mine.

" I know, and I'll be with you the whole way" she said with a soft smile and I couldn't help but return it. "you're right, we're stuck together and even if I wanted to I have a feeling I couldn't get rid of you" I said with a laugh with Chan soon joining in

"you're right about that, cause I love you" he said placing a soft kiss on my lips leaving me craving more, so I place another soft kiss on his lips and that's what satisfies me, but apparently I didn't realize what I did till Chan's lips were on mine again, but this time they were soft

they were passionate 

loving

caring

worried for me

wanting to stay by my side

I was able to feel all those things through the make out session it turned into. but soon things escalated quickly and before I knew it I was in bed with Chan's arms around me as I'm quickly falling asleep.

when I wake up, I wake to Chan's beautiful pale face. I couldn't help but smile as I place my palm on his cheek, I'm so lucky to have him.

as I sit there in my own thoughts, what pulls me out of my thoughts is the arm that's wrapped around me pulled me closer. I let out a giggle as a smile comes across Chan's face when he opens his eyes to meet mine.

he places a soft kiss on my lips and I melt into it as a blush creeps onto my cheeks, I take my hand off his cheek and I hit him playfully with a laugh 

"now hurry up Channie, Layla's home and we gotta find a way to seek you out" I said and he smirked "you call me a nickname then talk about kicking me out without breakfast? such a rude host" he finished with a pout

I laugh a bit more as I get up and gather my clothes before changing into them

"that or you get to answer all of Layla's questions" I said with a smirk hidden with a smile "how bad could they be?" he asked with a smug look, I through his pants at his "then get dressed smug guy"

"what's the magic word?" he asked with one eyebrow raised, I sighed " I love you?" I said in an unsure tone "first off that was three words, I love you too, and I'll get dressed now" he said getting up from the bed.

he was putting his pants on as I stood there picking his clothing up and throwing them at him as he's changing.

"look, I love you and all but sometimes you can be annoying" he said after I ran out of clothing to throw at him "its about time you realize, you're slow" I said with a smile

"oh?" he questioned walking closer to me as I walked back till I hit a wall, and without another word he started tickling me, and me being me I laughed so load I quickly covered my mouth before I heard footsteps approaching my room

so the door opens and its Layla

"L-Layla, h-help me" I said trying to form a sentence as she stands there confused as to what she walked in on