Oh! My Ghost. (BANGTAN BOYS SERIES 1) JEON JUNGKOOK

CHAPTER 38 December 22nd

Chapter 39
Naisipan ko munang lumabas since tapos na din akong kumain, iniwan ko muna yung mga gago, dahil mag kanya-kanya daw muna kami, as if naman gusto ko din silang makasama,

Bat kaya ang ganda ng weather dito? Hindi kagaya sa pampanga, bukod sa mainit, mainit din sa mata yung anim na gago, palaging nakadikit sakin, dito daw kasi nakakagala sila, doon kasi ulit-ulit nalang yung view, nakakasawa! Parang yung mga mukha nila, masakit sa mata, tapos ang pangit pa,

Habang naglalakad ako napansin ko yung isang motor, hindi lang basta motor! Ito yung motor na nakita ko noong niluoban yung babaeng panda!

Why it is here!?

It is possible that the culprit is here?!

What the heck is happening?!

Possible nga kayang isa sa mga gago ang culprit?!

Pero sino sa kanila?! Hindi sa nambibintang ako pero, shit!

Nasa panganib ang buhay ng babaeng panda!

Ang sabi ng babaeng panda, muntikan na siyang gasahain!

She's in danger.

She's not safe here,

Kung isa man sa kanila ang culprit! Im sure that he will pay, for this! But I know them all!, I know that, they dont do anything to make us disband,

Naglakad-lakad pa alamin kung kaninong motor to, binusisi ko naman yung motor,

The theme of the motor is black, at sa tingin ko din bago lang, dahil kumikinang yung mga parts niya, lalo na yung part kung saan nilalagay yung gas,

Hindi talaga ako pwedeng magkamali! Ito yung motor, yung motor na ginamit ng lalaking nanloob sa bahay ng babaeng panda,

Nakapamulsa ang dalawang kamay ko, habang tinitignan yung sikat ng araw, habang humahampas sa balat ko yung lamig ng hangin,

I smiled when the air blow my hairs, I stroke my hair thru my finger, para bumalik sa dati niyang pwesto, napangiti ako ng makita ko ang dagat,

This place is paradise!

The people lived here is generous, kind, and hardworking,

And also Manang Cecillia, the management of the resort where we stay for a long week,

Habang naglalakad ako napansin ko yung babaeng panda na may kasamang lalaki, if im not mistaken he was Jayjay! Yung sinusulatan ng babaeng panda nung welcome party niya,

Jayjay is my friend too, no! Bangtan's friend too, but unfotunately things happen, he is too proud, jealous, and a cause-of-trouble, but still we respect his decision to depart from us, and we respect his decision, but still we treat him as a friend,

Seeing them happy, tsk! He's too lucky, very lucky, because a man like him? I never thought that Tzuyu might fall for him,

Hindi sa sinisiraan ko si Jayjay, pero puro hangin talaga siya, mula noon, hindi ko alam kung nagbago na siya ngayon, I don't know,

I feel annoying when I saw them laughing, tsk!

Im actually turn my foot away, when babaeng panda call my attetion,

What do you need now? Tsk, mas gusto mo ba talagang makita akong magselos?! I sigh, I sudden change my emotion into cold one.

I don't want to see them that face! Full of jealousy, Jayjay might used it to me, and if it is happen, my emotion can triggered me, my emotion is one of my distraction, because my emotion is one of my weakness,

Damn, my weakness! It will kill me easily, it will torture me, without hesitasing, and I hate that feeling, I hate how my emotion easily changed! And darn! Isang tao lang ang kilala kong nakakapagpabago non!

Nasa harapan ko naman yung babaeng panda, tumingkad siya para iwagayway yung kamay niya sa mukha ko,

Damn!

Hey, tawag pansin niya sakin,

What?! Iritang sagot ko, she pouted, like what the heck! What kind of face is that, isn't it amazing, that I admire that, tsk! Youre smile, everything about you make me feel weird,

Sama ka samin? Masiglang tanong niya, habang nakangiti, hindi niya ba napapansin sa mukha ko na naiirita ako? Ganon na ba talaga siya kamanhid, she's imposibble, siguro wala pang nagkakagusto sakanya kaya ganyan to!

Busy ako, maikling sagot ko, aalis na sana ako kaso hinapit ng babaeng panda yung kamay ko, shookt! I froze for a minute, damn! Ngayon lang ako hinawakan ng babaeng panda,

Busy din naman ako, pero nakuha kitang anyayahan, wow! Ang lalim mag-tagalog ah, napangisi ako ng mapansin kong masama ang tingin ni Jayjay, he's a friend but Tzuyu is mine,

I do everything to win her heart, even if it is impossible, even it might lose myself, i'll take a risk, even thought I have no assurance, because that is love, taking a risk,

Napangisi ako ng mapansin kong nakangiti yung babaeng panda, habang nakatingin sa dagat, kasama si Jayjay,

Lumapit naman ako sakanila,

Hays, ang ganda sa La, union no? Simula ng babaeng panda, habang nakatingin sa kulay asul na dagat,

Kasingganda mo, dugtong naman ni Jayjay, tsk! Kailan pa naging mukhang dugong yung panda?

No, bwelta ko, napatingin naman sakin yung babaeng panda, habang nakakunot yung noo, nakangisi naman si Jayjay,

You dont appreciates, Tzuyu's face, sagot naman ni Jayjay, umiwas naman ng tingin yung babaeng panda,

Tsk! Di pa kasi tapos, makinig ka babaeng panda, sabi ko sa sarili ko habang nakangiti,

Tzuyu's beauty isn't same as deep, as sea,

Isn't same as highness of mountain,

Even her eyes isnt same how star shine,

Even her face is dark as moon,

But..

For me, Tzuyu's beauty is unique, it can affect me, even she is in distant,

For me she is the the coral of the sea, she can protect you from the damage of reality, napangiti ako ng mamula siya! ganyan nga babaeng panda, ipakita mo kay Jayjay, na pwedeng magbago ang nararamdaman

For me she's a precious like a unique gold, it can captivate you,

She can even give you a light when everything turns into dark, it may not same how star shines, but for me that's enough,

And a moon, who always there when everything is dark, even that darkness reprent sadness, and grief.

Tumingin naman sakin yung babaeng panda,

No! Please, mali yung akala ko, I see a blank face, dont tell me, wala talaga siyang nararamdamanan para sakin,

Im sorry, yun lang ang narinig kong sinabi niya, bago tumakbo palayo, hinabol naman siya ni Jayjay,

This time, I knew it, siya parin! Siya parin yung gusto! Siya pa rin yung mahal.

I never thought that rejection will hurt like this,

I sigh,

Sinabi ko na noon babaeng panda, napailing nalang ako,

It will hard for me to see how you fall for Jayjay,

It will hard for me to see you two together,

I think, I need to rid this feeling of mine,

They might call this one-sided-love, I never thought that it can cause a deep destruction to me,

Even Jayjyay saw my emotion, he even smirked at me,

I promised to myself that this would be the last time that you saw this jealous face of mine,