My other half (Daryl Dixon)(the walking dead)

Maybe

Ghost’s pov

I lay against a tree my breath blowing white puffs of air out, my body felt numb, I’ve never felt like this before. My face was wet with tears I felt so weak for the first time I felt lost.

I looked up it was night time the only source of light was the big bright moon, the world was so curl. I reached out to the moon letting my fingers dance about in the air letting the beams of moon light shine on my slender fingers. I let my hand drop on my lap, I sighed as I pushed myself up off the ground and started to climb the tree I was just leaning on as I got to the higher tree branches I got myself settled down on it. I sighed and spoke out loud

“This is going to be a long night” I rested my head against the bark of the tree and closed my eyes

Throughout the whole night I would say I got about two-Three hours of sleep altogether. I rubbed my face and slowly started my descent towards the ground. I couldn’t see any walkers as I made my way down the tree as I got closer to the ground I jumped off the tree I landed and stumbled a little, I leant against the tree to regain my balance I could feel that my body was weak and it needed food and water it needed the energy but at the moment I just didn’t have any of the things I needed to hunt, I had left my knifes... Inside my parent’s bodies, I shivered at the thought and looked down at my shaking hands which had always been steady. I looked into the forest making sure that I was somewhat save while I was having breaking down, I clenched my hands into fists to try and stop the shaking.

“Get over it they deserved what they got after all the things they did to you. All the crap they put you through they almost killed you” I told myself trying to convince myself what I did was for the best.

I sighed as I kept walking my feet dragged along the ground, any chance of being silent was mute, my body was killing me I was hungry and tired, I had ran for hours yesterday so all my energy was gone even my walking was slow and my foot steps were heavy. I guess I was so freaked out that I didn’t really understand what I was doing, that I was running away from the farm, my instincts kicked in when my body couldn’t process what I had just done. I had stupidly ran until I couldn’t run anymore using all my energy from what I could tell I was about two- three days away from the farm although with the past I was going at it would take a lot longer than that. I felt pathetic at how weak I was, at how stupid I was too run away like that, I had let my emotions take control I had been doing that a lot lately I knew it was mostly because of Daryl. I think maybe I was letting things get out of hand with me and him maybe I was letting him make me soft and I losing my focus on protecting my family. I was letting love take too much of a hold on my life I was getting distracted and my distractions were going to get Daryl and my family killed. I couldn’t afford to lose them they were the only things holding me down to this earth and without them there was no point in me being alive I would only be living for no reason.

That was the point I decided that I might have to break things off with Daryl to keep a straight focus on protecting my family and the people around me. Just as I made up my mind I heard the fait sounds of a horse walking and as I looked up I saw the man I had just been thinking of riding my horse.

“Daryl” I whispered          

Hey my crazy people's im sorry this update took so dam long but i didn't have any wifi but now I do and I hope you love's it!

right all you fab people have a fab fucking week and I love you all!

Barbie