My other half (Daryl Dixon)(the walking dead)

Its my fault

Ghost's pov

I strangely felt warm and I felt heavy like there was a weight on me. Where was I? What happened? Why am I feeling like this? These are the questions I ask myself but before I could answer them I felt the darkness fall over my mind and once again felt nothing.

(Later)

I felt the light on my eyes as I slowly started to try and open them but found it was to bright and closed my eyes again, then when I felt ready I tried opening them again to see a bright sunlit room, my room to be exact. I groaned as I sat up a little and moved my head around to see my room, my body felt stiff like it hasn't been able to move for awhile. I slowly sat up and heard some of my joints click, I groaned a little but moved so I was sitting with my legs bent over the side of the bed. Using the bed to stable myself I stood up and walked towards my dresser I pick some shorts and a singlet to put on along with my boots which were at the side of my bed and started making my way down towards the kitchen. As I entered I saw Beth clearing the dishes from the table, she hadn't noticed me and while she was working she was singing and she had one of the most amazing voices I've ever heard, it was sweet and innocent.

"Y'all voice tis very soothing" I said quietly
She turned around quickly and smiled brightly as she saw me, she came running towards me and hugged me almost knocking me over. I seemed to be weaker then I was before.

"Ghost I've missed you so much!" Her pressure only increased
"Ay tis all right imma be fine, I'm not gonna go anywhere" I said trying to reassure her
"You've been out for two days, we didn't think you were going to make it, I was so worried. I didn't want to lose another sibling" she started sobbing and I could feel wet tears soak my neck as she cuddled into me making sure this was all real. I pulled her out of the hug and looked at her.
"Y'all must be real dumb ta think a would just up and go like dat, a wouldn't give up on ya with out a fight, ain't no little thing like dat gonna keep me away from ma family"
"Good because I can't lose you, you mean so much to me"

I was a little shocked to hear it come out of her mouth, I felt myself stiffen a little bit. Clearly Beth noticed as well because she looked up at me worry in her eyes.

"Ghost are you okay?" She asked
I nodded pulling out of the hug "yea all is right" I looked down at her, she seemed to be in good condition as far as I could tell.
"Imma go, ya stay safe" I said turning my back to her and started walking towards the door, I looked back before closing the door, seeing her there safe was a relieve. I walked outside the sun was shining but I could feel the hint of bitter cold in the wind, Winter was getting a lot closer being the coldness with it. I slowly started walking towards Ricks group seeing them all huddled together eating breakfast but what caught my eye was Daryl was sitting with them and Emmy was sitting down on the ground leaning against Daryl's knees eating happy with a smile on her face. I couldn't help the guilt that washed over me not only did I not protect her like I promised but I also ran away leaving her alone, I felt like complete shit at what I had done it was all my fault, I had caused her pain. I shook my head trying to make the thoughts go away. I watched as Emmy turned her head towards me, her face brightened up in the matter of seconds and she screamed with delight as she placed her plate down, stood up and came running towards me.

"Sonya!" She cried as she neared me her feet running her small body into my arms hugging me tightly. I stiffened at hearing my real name come out of her mouth not use to anyone saying it. I tried to loosen up and hug her back, even with her small body I could feel my body rock slightly from the impact of her running at me and I didn't feel the same, I didn't feel like the normal me, my body felt tired and sore. I had never had this feeling before so it was a bit conserving at the moment.
I looked down at Emerald, she was shaking and I could hear her sobbing leaving wet tears on my top as she looked up at me, her face held happiness and sadness at the same time. I bent down to her level and looked her in the eyes.

"What's wrong little one?"
She banged her fists into my stomach "you left me alone! You promised me you wouldn't leave me alone again! YOU PROMISED!" She screamed while slapping at my shoulders. "You broke your promise" she sobbed
This was breaking my heart, hearing her cry out like that and it was all my fault that she was crying, I was the reason behind it all, the reason she was hurting and crying. It was destroying me.
I hung my head in defeat.
"Look at me!" She demanded
I looked up at her, her eyes were blood shocked from her tears and her cheeks were red.

I had done that to her this was all my fault.