Psycho Gilbert

Just One Bad Day

Blaze's POV

"Hey Finn I know this is a random  question but, have you ever watch Batman" " No Miss Gilbert I haven't had enough time to catch up on all the things I have missed." "That's okay well anyway there is this one line that Joker ( which is Batman's arch nemesis ) says and I didn't believe it till a while ago.

  I always thought that is was impossible to go from sane to insane within a blink of an eye." "If you dont mind me asking Miss Gilbert but, what is the line you speak of." " All it takes is one bad day." Can you believe that one day really I always laughed at that quote until it happened to me.

I guess it was karma for what I said and maybe I really deserved it." Please Miss Gilbert tell me where this is exactly going." "What I an trying to get you to understand is that all it took was 1 small thing for me to loose it all.

Flashback 14 years old

It was a regular Saturday, I had fell into a routine after the many years I spent there. Wake up, cook, clean kitchen,  clean house, wash car make lunch,  clean kitchen, water plants, make dinner, clean kitchen.

It wasn't that bad I'd gotten so used to it I never even thought about it anymore. But today I'd only made it through half of my routine before it all started. I remember it like it was yesterday. Elena and Jeremy had come in from outside for their lunch.

"Aria is lunch ready?" "Yes Jeremy like it always is." "Well what did you make this time." "Turkey and cheese sandwiches." "I dont like Turkey and cheese sandwiches and you know that. I paused Elena was right she never did like those sandwiches. Which is why I usually never made them unless I had to because, we had nothing else to make.

" I know Elena and I'm sorry but we dont have anything else." " Your sorry, is that all you can say for yourself, sorry."
" There is nothing I can done dont have anything." " Make me something else or I tell dad."  Fear struck me when she said that. That was the only person , no is the only person I've ever been afraid of.

"Elena please, don't we dont have anything else to make, please dont tell him." I looked at Jeremy for help but all he could do was stand there in shock. But I mean who could blame him. Would you be shocked to if you just watched you sister threaten your other sister with a beating OVER A DAMN SANDWICH.

Finn sat there utter awe of the story.  I begged her not to call him begged and pleaded for her to listen to me. "Elena please don't please. Is there any else I can do, just tell me please. Please just dont call him I'm begging you."

"She looked at me and when she did I was hopeful that I could believe and trust in MY sister. It wasn't like she was a complete and utter stranger that I was pleading to. No she was my sis my very own flesh in blood. She looked and me and told me the very thing I'd heard my whole life. " You deserve it this is all your fault." 

I couldn't believe it all because of a damn sandwich. I couldn't take it anymore all the abuse, the anger,  and hatred. It was like right then and there my mind broke in two.

" My fault how is this MY fault huh! I do EVERYTHING for you and now you wanna cry over some fucking sandwich! I cook, and I clean, and I even take care of you and THIS is how you repay me!"
In the heat of the moment I attacked her ; trying my hardest to take the phone from her but that day just wasn't my day. Finally Finn spoke"

What do you mean by that Miss Gilbert. " " My father came home early from god knows where he was and saw me on top of Elena.   " WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!" "I-III was just-" " You were just WHAT!"   He picked me by my hair and dragged me down to the basement.
" No no no NO! Dont take me down there I will not go NO! Elena I HATE you I will never EVER forgive you for this EVER.

My words got quieter and quieter as we moved deeper into the basement. I sat there for a week. Rotting away like a piece of trash waiting to be thrown away. As the days passed all that , sadness, and pain , and self hatred turned into the only emotion I now knew."

Eventhough Finn already knew the answer he still asked" And what was that emotion Miss Gilbert."

" .............Anger."