My Best Friend's Brother....And Then Some?

Self Love

2 DAYS LATER.......

"Are you ready?" You say to Jungkook.

"I'm ready, whenever you are." You nod your head.

"On the count of three. One, two, three!" You shout and Jungkook laughs as the two of you toss the board game over the Banpo Bridge.

"I hope you burn in hell, you stupid board game!" Jungkook laughs at your last and final goodbye. Then, he frowns.

"What's wrong, Kookie?"

"I--well, I paid 200,000 won for it."

"You did what?!"

"I--I---"

"I know what you said! You're such a pabo! I should throw you over the bridge too!" You smack Jungkook on the arms a few times, beating him with your long sleeves of your periwinkle hoodie.

"Okay! Okay! I promise, the next time I want to pay for a game board, I'll ask you for advice," Jungkook says to you sarcastically. You glare at him. He screams and turns to run away from you.

"Get back here! Give me a fair fight!" You shout after him, chasing him back down the bridge, wind blowing your hair back, and the slight salty smell of the river and city fills your nose. The sounds of the winds and cars driving by crash into your ears.

I will grow to love myself, for who I am and for who I will become. 

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2 MONTHS LATER...

Dear Park Yeon Joa,

I am doing much better, thanks so much for finally writing to me. I am so glad to hear that you are well too. It must have been hard to fly back home after the tragedy at the airport.

I want to say that there was a certain amount of strange days that occurred that reminded me of how important it is to love myself.

See, the thing is, none of us are perfect. That's okay! We can only get better, right?

I love who I am. I have found that I  havemuch passion and that I have more hobbies than I thought. I hope you feel the same way about yourself. It's important to love yourself. You can't fully love someone until you fully learn to love yourself for you. It's one of life's hardest lessons to learn.

Please let me know how film school is going! Jungkook informed me that you transferred? Do tell!

Love you!

Kim Soo Rae

P.S.

Thanks for the Rose Salve. It's much needed for the scar from the bullet wound.