Maze Runner Preferences and Imagines

Imagine #1 In This Together (Newt)

A/N: THIS IS SET BEFORE THOMAS BUT THERE IS A DEATH CURE SPOILER IN HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REPEAT DEATH CURE SPOLIER WARNING!!!!

ALSO CONTENT MAY BE TRIGGERING  FOR THOSE WITH DEPRESSION

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Newt's POV

All I felt was pain, EVERYWHERE!

Groggily I opened my eyes to see my beautiful girlfriend's tearing face staring down at me, how could anyone leave that?

"You tried to" my brain retorted. 

"Hello, love" I smiled at her. 

"Hello!!??? HELLO!! That's the first thing you say to me after I've been bloody waiting at your bedside for a whole shucking week?" She says with anger and frustration in her voice.

"I'm sorry, little one but I couldn't take it anymore the pain was eating me from the inside" I wanted to laugh at my own pathetic excuse.

"Do you have any idea how much pain you put me through???? How little sleep I got after the incident?? I haven't eaten a proper meal since it happened because I honestly could stand the fact that you could've already be dead!!!" She cried and he me on the chest hard but not hard enough to actually injure my already injured arm.

"I'm here now love" I attempted to comfort her. 

"But that's the thing you weren't planning to be! the reason why you're here is b..because we dragged you out of that shu..cking death tra..pped we named a mazeeee!" her speech breaking at every word. 

"I'm sorry love, I'm sooooooo sorry" I say pulling her into the crane of my neck, and patting her back soothingly. 

"I don't know what I would do without you" she says in a small voice

"But I hope you understand what I'm going through to want to put myself through that" I tried to explain my actions. But that only made her more frustrated.

"Don't know what you're going through??? really Newt? That's your excuse?" she looked so fragile like she could break at any moment. But I didn't have a reply, I laid there stroking her back as she crys on to my shoulder. I know what i did was wrong but I couldn't stand it any longer I hate this place.

"I love you" I simply whipered into her ear.

"I love you Newt, AND DON'T YOU EVER, EVER THINK ABOUT DOING THAT SHUCKING KLUNK AGAIN" her voice rose at the last part but I smile at her use of Glader slang.

"I know I may seem really edgy on this topic, but I have my reasons. I'm going to shower" she slowly got up from my bed and was about to head to the door but I grabbed her wrist before she could, not wanting her to leave me. When I did she winced and pulled away quickly.

"darling, wait" I yelled she walked back over to my beside. I didn't say another word before pulling my grey sweater that she had put one assuming because she was cold, revealing self harm scars all over her wrists. Without saying another word I hurriedly pulled her into my embrace, I honestly felt so stupid and ignorant for never noticing.

"No matter what please promise me you won't attempt suicide again" her voice cracks out

"I promise, please stop we're in this together" I kissed her cheek

"I love you" was the last thing we said before falling into a deep sleep with our legs interwined.

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A/N: My first ever One Shot/Imagine I honestly have never written one before please tell me what you think. I know this is a senstive topic but feel free to message me if you get lonely :) Also, sorry if she sounds bitchy but I'm sure you would understand why she's pissed.

Sincerely, SabsChance.