His name is Joseph Morgan

Ch.9

So I decided to stay another night with Seph on Sunday. I know this new relationship is moving fast but it seem so natural to be with him. You know like the perfect location or the perfect car, or the perfect prom dress.

The truth is from the first look of those perfect aqua blue eyes I knew that I was the perfect match for Seph. It seemed as if his eyes said I found her, I finally found her. Every hole that is in my life he is slowly filling in what is missing.

Seph left for work Monday morning and let his driver know that I would need his service today. He is so sweet and protective. I could have easily taken a cab.

I walk into my dad's office at lunch time.

" Hi Dad, what are we eating for lunch? "

I said as I sat down in a chair in front of his desk.

"Well love, what do you suggest. " he asked rubbing his temples which was a natural habit.

"I could eat a hamburger from Hooters. "

That stopped the rubbing of the temples and frown appeared. He chuckled "What?" He looked surprised "You've ate there?"

" Once, have you? "

" Yes, most Fridays and some Saturdays "

" Why was I never invited? "

"Your mother, " he paused, which he did a lot when trying to explain about her reasons for dictating me. "Well she just felt it was inappropriate for a young lady. "

"Wow, have she gone before?" I know I sound agitated.

" Yes whenever I go, now don't look that way she means well," I cut him off.

"For who? Herself ? I know it's not for me. Do you have any idea how it feel to be the last to experience different things in life that most children have tried or done before the age of fifteen. Well I know it well. This is why I thank God for Seph, he's teaching me so much. He's teaching me how to drive when my father should have. I don't blame you I blame her. I remember the first and only play date I had. The girl name was Kim, her mother invited me to Kim's dance recital. I remember that I was memorized by the beauty of it all. I asked you if I could try a class you said I could. But Mom," I laugh in disgust. " She always said no. I remember begging and begging. I even promised to be even more perfect, even though I knew it wasn't possible, I was already perfect. That's what you told me when I cried on your shoulder for a whole week. " I feel tears running down my face. I see a tear escape the corner of his eye. "Even now I'm perfect in every way. I know what you want to know about me staying at Seph's. The answer is yes I am still a virgin. So please don't worry about me tarnishing your perfect judge reputations. " I stood up. " Daddy I've lost my appetite. I'll call you later. " I walked to the door and said "I know you don't like him because I'm your daughter but he makes me smile and he makes me laugh. I feel like a human being with him."

"Jessica, please there are things about Joseph you need to know about. I don't want you to get hurt. "

"Well pain I'm used to, if there's something about him that I need to know, I would rather he told me. I love you Daddy, I'll call you later. "

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I went to Seph's office after looking at the wall chart. He was walking out of his office and spotted me.

" Hey love I was hoping to see you before you left, " he came closer and saw my face. "What happ.." he stopped talking when I wrapped my arms around him. He lead me to his door. "Mrs. Smith hold all of my calls and reschedule my evening appointments. "

He closed the door and just held me.