His name is Joseph Morgan

Ch. 32

It took my brain a moment to adjust to the fact he had a gun. I was about to step towards him when he raised the gun toward me.

" That's far enough little brother."

I looked to Jessica to make sure she was okay. She slightly shook her head yes. Then I looked back at the man I knew as my brother. I saw the black eyes, the broken nose, and busted lips I'd given him earlier. What is there to say when your brother is pointing a gun at you. I look at the gun in his hand.

"I'm sorry you hate me enough to do this,  I only ask that you don't do this now, my babies are on their way." I calmly stated, even though my heart was beating out of my chest. I love my brother and it hurt to know he's going to kill me though I've always been in his corner.

" I don't hate you little brother, believe me, far from it. This won't take long, I'm sorry for what I've done and the only way to fix this is for me to kill myself. I've always been jealous of you. You had the mom that didn't screw your life over. She never sexually molested you. My mom did everyday because she said I looked just like him and she couldn't help it. The worst part is that I loved it but I hated myself because I knew it was wrong. That's why I ran away at sixteen. Recently on Christmas Day she called me for a quick fuck because she knew he was in town."

He snorted, "She called me every hurtful thing she could think of because I wouldn't let her touch me. Do you know why? because all I could think about was Jessica and how perfect things would be if she was mine.  You grew up in a structured home, you never had to feel guilty for fucking your mom and enjoying it.  You never had to worry for food, clothes, or anything. Our grandparents never disowned you because of your mother.  You see, I love you too much to kill you and I love Jessica way more than you think possible to actually put her through any pain. So that leaves me."

He raise the gun to his head and look at my wife. "I'm sorry Jessica, I fell in love with you the moment I laid eyes on you. I haven't been the same since meeting you.  I found out that night your my Angel, after meeting you I never wanted her to touch me in that way again. You are no doubt the most beautiful woman I have ever met. That night I lied, I  have never taken anyone against there will before, I was gentle with you because I never wanted to hurt you. I just wanted you to see how much I really wanted to be with you. I went to far, I never intended to make you hate me. I'm so sorry Angel,  I hope one day in your heart you'll forgive me. I love you." Tears run down my big brother's face. He put his finger on the trigger.

My beautiful wife looked into his eyes, " Please Chan don't, I do forgive you. Please put the gun down, please." Her voice tremble with tears streaming down her face.

" Please brother don't do this, I forgive you, Jessica forgive you.  It ends here, we won't ever bring this up again. We'll get you some help, please you have to think about me, Rachel, the twins, and Jessica we love you please put it down. " I  can't stop the tears running down my face my vision go blurry from so many tears.

" Tell them I love them enough to stay away and  not corrupt their souls."

He pulled the trigger.

" NOOOOOOOOO!" I screamed.

" CHANNNNN!" Jessica yelled.

The gun clicked while Chan braced his self for the hit but the bullet lodged in the gun. I ran as fast as I could to pin him down and take the gun from his hand. We fell to the floor with the chair with me on top, I grabbed the gun while he was still in shock from the gun not working. I slid it over by the door and rolled off of Chan. I looked at him and his eye lids were blinking fast with disbelief.

" No Chan, God has spoken to you on this, it's not supposed to happen like this. I love you big brother and I will get you some help. This incident will not leave this room. " I look at my wife, "Are you okay love?"