I stiffened my spine,"What do you mean, since I was ten? Seph, Bae what are you talking about? "
"You and I have been betrothed since you were ten and I was seventeen. But baby it doesn't change anything, my feelings are the same. I love you. "
He turned my body to face him. I'm completely confused, is this possible. Families don't arrange marriages anymore.
My mind is spinning, "But...how? "
"Please love we'll discuss this tomorrow. This is our wedding night."
He was right I still love him and that's what matters. I let go of all thoughts and surrendered to my husband.
He kissed me gently, but thoughts were in the back of my mind, I guess I didn't respond the way he wanted me to so his lips became demanding. He roughly removed my clothes and his. Seph lifted me and carried me to the bed.
"Dammit Jessica you will not fight this, you can't help it love, your body respond to me and only me."
He bruised my lips with his kisses and trailed kisses down my neck. His lips latched on to my nipples and my body arched into his mouth. My body reacted just how he wanted, believe me I wasn't complaining. My purse juices prepared for what was next. His tool was pressed along my purse massaging my nerve at the top. My purse walls got that happy tingling feeling. I moaned and start rubbing my body against his. Seph was kissing, sucking, and nipping my skin all over.
"Please Seph please. "
He knew what I was begging for, he pushed his tool in and I felt a hard pinch and then he was in. He let my body adjust and then something wild took over him. He pounded into me nonstop,my mind felt that numbing feeling and my body humped against him wildly. My body continued to jerk and shake as he sped up and pound harder than before. Then his entire body stiffened as his hips jerked into my purse. I fell asleep instantly.
Later that night he made love to me slower and longer.
"Fuck I can't get enough of you. Your so fucking addictive, Fuck!" He kissed me and my world exploded. My purse gripped his tool and he exploded in me.
"Fuck,"he gripped my chin and forced me to look at him,"look at me Jessica, I want to make this clear, you belong to me. If I even suspect someone else I will beat them to a pulp and you wife will pay dearly." He is looking at me with a fierce expression.
"Yes love, I am dead serious. You see Jess your young and beautiful and when you pass by men, and some women can't help but see you and want you. Now I consider myself a good person but your Dad he sees me differently. He knows about my" he pauses and look at my lips then kiss them,"your so fucking tempting. I will and can be that beast again." He let go of my chin and pull his tool out of me. He sits with his back to the headboard.
I'm lost here, and who is this guy? Is this a split personality? What the fuck is going? I'm sounding like Alicia in my head,but I'm too scared to open my mouth.
"Okay Jess, I know your confused but you will soon know how corrupt the people you call your family really are. You and I are the innocents in this whole situation. You see love our parents were real close at one time. See James know about my past, even though I was young he never let me forget it. When I was sixteen I was thrown in jail for possession of marijuana at a party. My dad decided to send me away to the states to live with my mother's family so that I wouldn't tarnish his firm's name. The sad thing about this Jessica is that I never got into any trouble before and that incident alone had my dad shipping me off. My father kept tabs on me from your father, you see which caused me to rebel. So at the age of seventeen I fucked my English teacher and we were caught by the principal,which was her husband, believe me it was her idea. He came at me and I beat the shit out of him. I was young and gullible when it came to women of the states ,so she told me to tie her up and fuck her hard. Of course she said I raped her. That was the last straw with my father which I had to return to London under his thumb. He knew I loved being with my grandparents," he laughed. His throat sounded rough and dry.
"That brings me to our fate. See your father's ambition was to be a judge like your mother. Now, she was offered a seat as judge but not your father. So of course that is were my dear old dad comes in. My father agreed to sway the votes for your father if he agreed to put your life in his hands. Basically your father sold you" before I could think I screamed 'No' and jumped out of the bed, but Seph continued. " to the highest bidder. " he got out of bed as well and came and stood right in front of me.
"So that is how the contract was created. " I screamed again 'No' and slapped him as hard as I could. He grabbed my wrist and pinned them behind me. "Your dad gained a seat as judge for giving you to me. My dad decided to take everything from me unless I agreed to marry his best friend's daughter. I was broke, Jess, do you have any idea how that feels to a rich bratty kid. It's fucked up!" he screamed. Tears are streaming down my face and I can't look at him. He pulled me close until we were chest to chest. He was breathing hard and it took a moment for him to calm down.
"So because I was so desperate for my allowance and freedom I agreed to this arrangement. My father informed me of the University that you were attending. I transferred from London to here so that I could find out what kind of person you where. I was hoping you were spoiled like me, but no I had to be betrothed to a beautiful angel. The first moment I saw you I knew that I had to have you. Yeah I know it's perverted but true, I fell so hard I changed. I even became celibate because I didn't want you to see any woman doing stupid shit, like Katie did. But for some reason that worked out in my favor. I don't care how we started, please Jess love, I love you! " He kissed me gently.
I just couldn't look at him, my father wouldn't sell me , the one that I thought was my world betrayed me. I can't do this, I need to breathe, I need to get away and think. My dad said he did it for my own good right? So if he knew what Seph was like.........He sold me! My whole life was decided for me, even Seph the one thing I thought I had a part in was already arranged to me.
" I can't do this, I don't want to be married. Let's a null this marriage " he crushed his lips to mine.
" Shut up Jessica and listen to me. I have you now, okay I won't let anyone hurt you again. "
"What about you Seph? "
" I'll never hurt you Jess. "
" You already have."
He stepped back and released me. "How? "
"You could have told me from the beginning, you made me believe this was all real. You made me think you cared about me when it was for your allowance. I thought we had something special but I'm just another conquest to rebel against your father that's why you made me fall in love with you so that I would no longer be a punishment but someone you could mold into what you want. " I wouldn't look at him so I gathered some clothes and went to the bathroom to bathe.
After my bathe I just wanted to sleep, I walked back to the room and Seph was gone. I cried.
author's note:This story is now rated R. Sorry 'bout that.
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