BTS x Male: Jihyun <1>

Chapter 33

Hoseok ran up the stairs and into Jihyun's room, which Jihyun was sitting up and playin with the bandages around his arms with a sad look on his face.

"Yoongi..can I have a moment with Jihyun alone?" Hoseok asked and Yoongi nodded, closing the door. Hoseok walked over to Jihyun's bed and sat down, hesitantly moving to grab Jihyun's hands.

"Hey.." Hoseok whispered, and Jihyun whispered back.

"H-hi.." Hoseok sighed and pulled Jihyun into his chest, resting his chin in his head as he rubbed circles on his back.

"Why did you do this to yourself..we're here for you." Hoseok sighed and Jihyun nearly cried. He shuddered at the thought of why he did it. The memories were terrible. He hurt him so bad.

"I-I don't know-"

"Don't give me that bullshit Jihyun!" Hoseok yelled and Jihyun jumped, causing Hoseok to apologize immediately.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, I promise. I'm just mad and upset because you did this to yourself and any of us could've stopped you," Hoseok sighed and lowered his head, becoming upset.

"No..I shouldn't have done it in the first place. I-I promised you guys I would tell any of y-you if I felt like, this, and I broke that promise. I-I couldn't help it though..it-it just came at me all at once and I was so overwhelmed that I pushed everyone away even though you were here for me. I-it was a natural instinct because no one was there for me- and I swear I didn't mean to make you guys u-upset with my action I swear Hoseok please," Jihyun cried and Hoseok held him again, shushing him softly.

"I understand, my little sunshine, I understand. I'm just sad that it was like that for you..you do know we love you very much, right? We hate that we let this happen to you, it hurts us so much," Hoseok whispered as he brought Jihyun's arms up and gently kissed the bandages.

"I'm so fucking glad your with us still, my little sunshine," Hoseok sighed as he placed a kiss on Jihyun's head before standing up.

"Jin-hyung is the most shaken up about what you've done..Jihyunie. Would you like me to get him?" Hoseok asked softly and saw Jihyun nod, so he smiled sadly and walked out.

"Jin's still with Namjoon, right?" Hoseok asked Yoongi who was leaning on the wall beside Jihyun's door who nodded.

"Thanks," Hoseok walked across the hall and knocked gently, Namjoon opening the door after a few seconds and saw Hoseok standing there.

"Jin-hyung is with you, right?" Hoseok asked and Namjoon nodded, inviting him in. Jin was wrapped in blankets and still had tears running down his cheeks.

"Jinnie-hyung," Jin flinched when he heard Jihyun's nickname that he used all the time come out of Hoseok's mouth.

"Jin-hyung, Jihyun awake..he-he wants to see you-" Jin three the covers off immediately and ran out Namjoon's room and into the hallway where Yoongi was still leaning on the wall.

Yoongi gave him a nod and Jin knocks don't the door before walking in.

"Jihyunie? My love?" Jin asked meekly and Jihyun looked at him.

"Jinnie-hyung," Jihyun whispered brokenly and rushed off the bed to hug him. 

(WTF IM MAKING MYSELF CRY😭)

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry hyung!" Jihyun wailed as he hugged Jin tightly, tears rolling down his cheeks and into Jin's neck.

"I should've told you! I'm so sorry hyung!" Jihyun sobbed as Jin hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go at all. He was hurting and he hated it. He was hurting because Jihyun broke a promise that he tried to keep.

"It-its okay love, it's o-okay," Jin cried and clenched the fabric covering Jihyun's back tightly.

"I'm sorry, I am so sorry, I broke the promise. I cut myself, hyung. I promised I wouldn't! I couldn't keep the promise!" Jihyun cried and cried as Jin held him tightly.

"I know, I know love. Do you want to explain why you did this to hyung?" Jin asked and he felt Jihyun nod in his shoulder. He carried him to the bed and laid down with him, cuddling up under the covers.

"It-it started at work. I went in to work on the MV and introduced Jungkookie to my noona, and I got ready. On-once I got back in, my noona was talking about something we promised to speak about, and it hurt. It hurt really bad. I had it locked away in the darkest part of my mind, hyung. I tried to forget it, but he hurt me too much." Jihyun took a breather and Jin sighed shakily, listening to Jihyun's story.

"I was part of a five man group, and I caught feelings for one of my members..we were like the perfect couple, hyungie. But he changed. He wasn't the same. He-he got violent, he treated me differently. He-he hurt me physically and emotionally. Hyungie..he tried to rape me.." Jihyun closed his eyes tightly as Jin held him closer.

"I would never see why anyone would try to do that to you...I'm sorry this happened, my love, I'm sorry..you must've been hurting when he tried to do that to you, but none of us will ever hurt you like that. I promise that we won't. We despise and blame ourselves when your hurt, that's how much we hate it." Jin explained, Jihyun curling up in his side.

"Do you mind if I call the others in? I know they're dying to see you, they were so worried," Jin asked, and Jihyun nodded yes. He quickly got out of bed and round up all the boys, bringing them into Jihyun's room.

"I'm sorry!" Jihyun immediately apologized and the boys rushed to hug him.

"We forgive you, baby," Namjoon whispered as they all climbed into bed, hugging Jihyun as they rocked and hummed him to sleep- or at least tried to.

"I-I want to stay up with you guys.." Jihyun admitted and the boys shook their head.

"No can do, buddy..you need sleep. We'll be here, you don't need to worry. We'll even have Taehyung and Jungkook stay in here with you while you sleep," Jimin whispered against his neck as he ran his fingers up and down his arms, sending shudders of tiredness down Jihyun's spine.

"B-but.."

"No buts baby, sleep," Yoongi whispered, shushing him to sleep.

Jungkook started humming and the boys joined in, humming their little baby to sleep.

"We love you, Jihyun.."