We'll protect you (Book 1) || Zainourry Story

He is back !!!

{A/n before continuing the story I would just like a moment to wish happy birthday to LARRYSTYLINSONRULES3 aka Nava . Happy birthday love , may all your dreams and wishes come true . Consider this chapter as a gift from me to you ...}

Harry was on the dining table with a phone in his hand and a doubt in his mind . It has been a week since he left Doncaster , left all of them behind but today he was getting the uneasy feeling as if something is not right . No matter how hard he tried , he can't shake that feeling off . He was debating whether to just call and see if everything is already or not but was afraid to do so . He don't know what his family must be thinking of him , what his friends must be thinking ; that he is a coward , that he ran away from his problems .

Nobody would understand why he did that , why was it such a big deal to see your love kissing someone , to see the person with whom you imagine your whole life not believing in you . To see your heart break in front of your own eyes ...

"You alright there bud ..?" Jackson said coming near a worried Harry .

"Ya ya I am fine , absolutely fine ."

Jackson looked at him for a moment before sighing sadly sitting in front of Harry .

"Harry , I have known you for long enough to atleast understand what you feel . I don't need you to say anything cause I can see the battle going inside you through your eyes . So now be a good boy and tell me what the matter is ..?"

Harry looked away from Jackson's eyes to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall .

"I just have this sad feeling around me that tells me something is wrong and I can't seem to figure it out ..."

Harry said trying his best to explain with letting much of his emotions out .

"And The phone in your hand shows you want to call and check if everything is alright , am I right ?" Harry slowly nodded .

"So what's the problem in it .."

"You don't understand , it's not that easy . I don't know what everyone is thinking about me right now . I have not answered anyones call in seven days and now I randomly want to call them just because I feel so . And if they want me back , ask me to come back to them then what will I do . I can't see them again Jack . After what they did I can't see them in their eyes without feeling hurt . I came here to forget everything , to start again but I am still that the very first block . You don't understand, you never will .."

"You say I don't understand . Tell me Harry did you ever see one of your friend on your doorstep at midnight crying his heart out until he faints . Have you ever seen the person you care about breaking right in front of your eyes and you can do nothing to save them . Have you ever witness someone so sad that it make you wanna kill yourself for not being able to help them cause I have harry . I have seen you go through all of these in this past few days . You don't know how it makes me feel to see you like this so don't you dare tell me I will not understand .."

Jackson had tear in his eyes and so did Harry . A bond between two person forms very quick but only those bond are strong that are made through heart not mind . Jackson had that kind of bond with Harry where he knows what harry feels by just looking at his eyes . He knows when he is nervous or happy or sad or jealous . He had seen many faces of harry but this was the first time he had seen him heartbroken .

In this past week Jackson , James and Josh had tried everything they could to bring their old harry back but they couldn't . They could clear see harry was missing his alphas , even after what happened he loved them and still does . Harry is one of those who don't easily fall in love with someone but when they do they will die loving that person ..