Harry's POV
The next morning I woke up with a terrible headache, I know it's because of all the crying I did yesterday but I couldn't help it. It's strange how bad things never leave you and your past keeps on terrifying you , to say I am scared would an understatement. I am shaking from fear just thinking did I make the right decision or should I think this over but I think it is too late to change my mind. The tickets are booked, the bags are packed, the application is send, the house where we have been living is rented to some newly married couple so there is no turning back now...
Soon my mother called me in the kitchen saying breakfast was ready. After my last meal in this house breakfast Gems told me that we should spend the rest of the day with our friends not knowing when we will meet them again. My friends were Josh, James and Jackson {aka 3Js}. My best buddies who were there with me in all the ups and downs in my life.
Right now I found myself sitting on the couch in Josh's house ,in front of me were my three best friends staring through my soul. I had just given them the news about me moving to Doncaster and since then no one had uttered a single word. To say that I was frustrated/nervous would be... Actually right.
"Guys will u stop staring at me and say something?" I said after a century of waiting .
"You are joking about the whole moving thing, you are not going anywhere right ?" they asked with slight denial in their voice. I sighed heavily knowing that this will not be easy,
"No sadly I am not joking, I am leaving tonight.."
I looked up to see their reaction and immediately regretted it because they had tears in their eyes. I knew my friends loved me deeply (in a friendly manner) but I never knew I would have to say goodbye to them like this .
"But Harry this is not right !! You have been through so much and now when you were just getting better you can't go to a complete new place!! What if the people there treat you differently, what if they don't understand you like us? No, I will not let this happen !!!" said Josh who is a Beta and let me tell you he is the most emotional beta I have ever known.
"Josh is right harry you can't just leave like this, you need us right now!!" said Jackson who was also a beta but less emotional.
"But guys I have made the my decision and now I can't turn back . As long as I have my family no one can harm me.." I said with a smile trying to make them understand my point.
"Your family was there with you in the past but could they save you..." Josh said slowly but I heard it. Of course they knew about my past, they were there to help me get through it and actually if they wouldn't be there with me I don't know what would I do.
"I know you want the best for me but sometimes things are not under our control and we have to accept our fate, it might be possible that moving to a new place is what I need right now." I tried to reason with them.
"I think Harry is right, sometimes we think everything that is going on with us is under our control but it's not, we can't control everything. If Harry is brave enough to take this decision then we should be good friends and support him ." said James , the alpha of the group with a small smile.
There was silence for a while no one knew what to say. After sometime Josh said with tearful eyes,
"So you are definitely going ?"
"Yes Josh I am definitely leaving ." I said looking straight into his eyes so that he knows I am not kidding.
"I'm gonna miss you..." Josh said in a sad voice as a tear fell from his eye.
"I am gonna miss you too." I said unable to hold my tears back as well, we hugged each other with a deep pain inside our heart. I don't know how long we stood there crying our eyes out when James said,
"Come lads, it's Harry's last day with us we don't want to waste it crying right."
Both of them shook their head so fast I thought they were going to break it. I chuckled a bit, how am I going to live without them...
"So time for boys hang out !!" I heard Jackson shout before grabbing my hand and dragging me out with them.
So that's how rest of my day went playing, laughing, cuddling, watching movies and at the end lot of crying. At some point I almost forgot about my flight at night but I think that it's said right 'You don't know where time flies when you are happy but you know every second of the time that passes when you are sad.'
Saying goodbye was the hardest, you can't just throw all memories of past 10 years in a hole and expect it to never return. We had been friends for ten years, all those memories we spend together were coming into my mind as flashback and I couldn't stop crying.
"Will I ever see you all again?" I asked them crying my heart out thinking of all the worst possible scenarios in my head, I never knew it would be so hard to leave them.
"Yes Harry, we will meet again. We can't forget you and neither will let you forget us so easily." Jackson said trying to make the atmosphere a bit more cheerful and eventually it worked because a small smile found it's way on my teary face.
"I love you guys so much, I'll miss you all !!" I said hugging them all as tight as I could.
"We will miss you too Harry, we all love you so much that we can't forget you and don't worry everything is going to be alright .."
After their goodbyes I went into the car where my family were already waiting, all my friends were left behind staring at the moving car with tears in their eyes.
(Author's POV)
Harry was like a small ball of sunshine in their life , now that he is gone the world suddenly feels dark... Jackson hugged the two of his crying mates and whispered out in the air as a silent pray to the one above,
"I wish you all the happiness in the world Harry."
"Are you okay harry?" Gemma asked in the flight seeing Harry's red eyes. It's not hard to tell that he was crying.
"Yes Gems, I'll be fine just need to rest a bit.... it's been a long day." Harry replied with a sniff closing his eyes.
"Ok, you take a nap. I'll inform you when we will land ."
Too tired to say a word Harry just nodded and went to sleep with one thought in his mind
'I hope everything will be fine...'
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A/n
Awwww poor Harry!
How did you like the story so far, hope you are enjoying it.
Next chapter will be of Harry's first day in Doncaster so be prepared !!
Also for those who don't know this imaginative world of mine has werewolves in it which are further divided into three categories aka alpha, beta, omega. Alphas are usually male, beta can be both male and female but none of them can reproduce and omega are usually female but even male omega can reproduce its just that the possibility of that happening is too low, same with female alpha.
Peace .
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