Behind Closed Doors / New Edit

chapter 34 / Update

Everybody talking but I can't hear them ik everybody still here but everything is blurry , my head is spinning I can feel my blood boiling my chest hurt it hurt so so bad it's the middle of July it's hot as hell in New Orleans but my tears , my tears are cold
Me : one of y'all low down motha fuckas set this up this shit ain't real the only thing that's real is y'all having me fucked up I should spit in all y'all faces for even trying it (my tears poured) ik y'all don't like him and half the time I don't either but that's Tiffany's dad ! Y'all some weak cold hearted motha fuckas for going this far with some fake ass results
Keyshia : Money I promise I had no idea she said looking me in my eyes crying
Me : bitch stop lying before I punch you in yo shit , all y'all knew if you didn't know then why you said she wasn't my friend huh ? I asked crying
Keyshia : because I seen them in the car she was kissing on his neck but that was it on all my kids money I didn't know (crying)
Me : fuck you !
Mama : baby don't take it out on her it isn't her fault she said crying trying to grab me
Me : MAMA LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE !
Mrs.Linda : all we've done for that girl I'm done with her y'all like sisters that's some nasty hoeish shit ! I didn't raise her like that (crying)
Me : like sisters huh ? Sisters share alot of shit but not dick this shit lame !
Mom : money baby (looking me in my eyes) this isn't a joke , the shit true , he dead when I catch him and that's on my grand baby
Me : so this shit for real huh ? I'm not understanding How my best friend fuck my man then don't want nothing to do with the baby and basically ask me to raise her I fuckin love that lil girl (crying) all this time I've been raising my fuckin step daughter ? Lord Make all of this make sense ! I've always been a good friend , I've always been there for her , nah all this shit adding up I'mma kill this bitch and him
Killa : baby girl calm down
Me : calm down ? Wdf you mean calm down ? You knew to ! You just as fake and fucked up as him ! All of you bitches
Kill : the only thing I knew is that bitch ain't yo friend I didn't know bout no baby , midnight never told me he was fuckin that girl
Me : yeah yeah yeah kiss my ass
Mom : MAKILA !
Killa : naw it's cool , look I understand you mad but disrespecting the ppl that's out here with you that's just as hurt as you isn't gonna help the situation !
Me : I SAID WTF I SAID FUCK YALL GET FROM INFRONT MY FUCKIN HOUSE ! walking inside I slammed the from door so hard the frame came a loose soon as I walk in the fuckin house , I see pictures I got memories in every spot in this bitch ! Break it destroy EVERYTHING is what the voice said in my head so that's what the fuck I did Killa came in the house to talk to me at this point I'm in the bedroom fuckin everything up , wanna play on me like I'm some weak ass bitch huh ? Boom (I flipped the mirror off the dresser) wanna be round here fuckin my best friend ? All the fuck that nigga , sis you can do better bitch he a dog and the whole while the whole motha fuckin while they fuckin ? Killa just stood there and watch boom I kicked the TV off the stand bleach all on my bed I couldn't believe this shit I destroyed ever fuckin thing AND I MEAN EVERY FUCKIN THINGGGGGG my hand was bleeding and my head was spinning
Killa : you don't look to good
Me : how I'm suppose to look after finding out all this fuck shit ! I loved him , I loved her , I love Brittany then I clicked again that bitch even had the nerveee to name her fuckin baby that she had with my man after my fuckin daughter ! I'm breaking the pictures that's on the wall we had the Same fuckin doctor while we was pregnant fuckin girls days apart and everything this shit gotta be a dream man it just gotta be ( crying )
Killa : it's not baby I'm sorry I wish I could take that pain way at this moment in due time I will but you gotta calmed down
Me : fuck you , fuck them , fuck her , fuck all y'all
Killa :with a whole different voice he said STOP BEING DISRESPECTFUL ! IMMA SAY IT AGAIN CALM THE FUCK DOWN !
Me : I dropped to the floor and broke down I was a mess but Killa didn't care he sat next to me on the floor rubbing my hair kissing my forehead telling me it's gonna be ok and he was sorry that I was going through this all while he held and rocked me you don't need him you don't need her they deserve each other , finally catching my breath I heard my mama , mrs.linda and Keyshia causing hell outside , then I heard Midnight ass he showed up like nothing was wrong the first thing this nigga say is WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY CAR AND WHERE IS IT ? Ooh yo car huh I said getting up bitch I got yo car alright I said making my way to the door ....