Do you know that feeling you get when your at school and your bestfriends didn't come in that day, so you were all by yourself? imagine that feeling, except you're feeling it every day, every minute, every second, every time you breath.
I'd like to say that it gets better just to give you some hope, but it doesn't.
You know that feeling of sadness, loneliness, and pain that you get when somebody very close to you dies? imagine that, but having to see them everyday. It's so painful, they might as well not be there. It's like they're dead. It's painful to watch them live their life without you. It's painful to know that they will never know the truth. It give you such an empty feeling knowing you won't be able to hold them. That empty pit inside of you, that will never go away.
I'm sorry I never told you this to your face. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I loved you when I should have. I'm sorry everybody knew before you did. I'm sorry that they made me "love" somebody els. I'm sorry it wasn't you.
I'm sorry Harry. This is everything I didn't say.
