Sisa Kehidupan

Me

I've never been the type to say what I feel
So basically I keep everything inside
And with you it was no different
I want to tell you, believe me I've tried

But there's part of me that just can't take that chance
So I doubt that you'll ever know
Which may be fine with you, but it's hurting me
I choose not to show it though

What did I truly want?

I hate commitment,
But I love attention.

I hate coupling,
But I love flirting.

I hate love,
But I want to be loved.

I don't care being rejected,
But I hate being ignored.

Just give me a chance,
To love you once,
Just open your heart,
To make me start...
Knowing you better,
Studying you better.