Ich haße mich selbst‼️
Ich bin wertlos‼️
Ich bin nutzlos‼️
Why it came again?
When you feel so lonely and can't sleep at night,
because everything gives you a fright.
The pain and the sadness takes control,
and once again you're all alone.
The pain I feel is torturing.
My life isn't really worth living.
You keep living every day, hoping it might end someway.
I devote myself to acting happy,
but at night when I'm all alone,
somehow it all spills out
when no one can see and no one can hear
all of the pain and all of the fear.
This is from the heart of all my feelings and emotions,
something I can't speak, but one day it'll all be over.
And I will be that happy person I know I want to be.
But just acting happy is too hard for me!
You see a sexy, loving woman,
But I'm so much more.
I'm sad,
I'm lonely,
I'm unpredictable,
I'm irrational,
I'm complicated.
I'm broken.
YOU ARE READING
Sisa Kehidupan
شِعرPuisi baru. About everything. Myself? My surrounding? People in love? People who hurt? Everything here.
