Quick note I'll be updating this one then the other one then this one in that order so yada yada bla bla now let's get this shit show going YEHA! Ohh shit before I forget this will be sorta dark. Well as dark as I can make it. Fuck it's Attack on Titan so it should be somewhat acceptable for this series. Probably. Nah, I suck so it will most likely be shit
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It was a nice day. Birds were chirping, lovely clouds hung on the sky, a nice cool breeze in the air,All was right with the world. But for four certain individuals they felt an impending horror coming. For some reason three of the four know what today is and they are preparing for the upcoming battle. But will they change things to fit their favor or will they let the story go as it should. Untouched, untainted, how it's meant to be. Heh, they won't let that happen. They will make the story bend in their favor. They will make sure things play out as they want it to be.
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Alan was in his normal Titan form. He was standing outside the wall the gate just barely a few meters away,but his attention was not on the wall or the gate. He was looking deep into the forest where he could see hundreds of titans. waiting, looking at the wall with anticipation and a deep hunger in their eyes. Alan could already hear the screams of those that will be killed, he has already made up his mind on what he would do for this day,since they really didn't have a plan on if they should save people or just the ones that matter, he would be doing something that he would have nightmares for the rest of his life. He will let the ones doomed to die. Die. He would leave them all,he will ignore every painful scream,every pleading cry for mercy,for help,even let the young die. He knows they he will burn in Hell for this but in his mind he knew they did not matter at all. Only Eren,Mikasa,Armin, Grisha, And Carla must survive but the last two can be killed of if he can't save them. He can already feel hell fire at his feet, but he has made a choice. He would be a monster to all but a few. Yet why does he hesitate to follow through? He has power to save many people, he knows this, he could save hundreds in just a few minutes, he knows this, he could let Angel save the others since he should by now have a strong bond with them,he knows this, he and Kevin could save a lot of them from certain doom,he knows this, then why doesn't he do just that. He looked up to the sky and felt...
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Kevin was on the other side of Alan. He was trying to remember where the Yager household was. He was debating if it was somewhere in the middle or in a corner-ish place. But he does indeed remember the house was crushed under a big boulder. But he already did know where the house was,he was trying to distract himself from the turmoil within himself. He knew that he, and Alan, had to save the kids and the parents. But he couldn't bring himself to actually acknowledge that any other life is unimportant. As the seconds we're going by Kevin felt the battle within himself to grow stronger. He didn't want to think about it, but the more the silence stayed the louder his thoughts became. On the outside he was calm,you wouldn't be able to know what he is feeling or thinking. But the inside was a hole other story, his emotions wanted him to save as many of them as he can,but his logic counters with "they are not important. They will die either now,or when the people behind the second wall sends them all to die" his morals wanted to save them, but his instincts are telling him that it's survival of the fittest. Kevin the drew to a conclusion, one that definitely gave him a nice,cozy place in Hell. He will try to find the main characters of the series to protect them at all costs, while leaving the rest to die or knowing how Alan always wants to help the ones in need, and how much he said when they watch the show that he would save as much of them as he can, that at least one of them won't be sent to Hell. Ohh how wrong could he be in this regard, how will they feel when they will go into the hell on earth and do nothing? Or when they eventually realize later on the line of their story that Angel was able to convince the family and friend to stay with him and rouge in there cave outside the second gate of the first wall. But speaking of Angel let's see what he is doing in this situation.
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Angel was by the entrance of the cave looking out, into the direction of the gate waiting for the boats to come to save his little humans. "Hey recon,what's wrong? You and Rouge are acting strange today. Even yesterday when you literally begged me and Grisha to stay" Carla said as she walked up the anxious Titan "Bad...day...die..." Angel said as he turned to look at the one he calls a mother "what do you mean "bad day" and "die" what's happening Recon?" Carla asked Angel but he ignored her to look back at the gate waiting like a predator for his prey "Recon?" Carla tried once more but failed to gain his attention again "What is it! Tell me no-" Carla never finished her question because so they both heard a loud booming sound from the wall "GRISHA! KIDS!" Carla went back inside to grab everyone even Rouge to the entrance to leave and find out what happened. But they couldn't because Angel was blocking the way, they shouted,punched,anything to get past him but he never gave in, never saying a word. It got to the point where Eren asked Rouge to push Angel out of the way but Rouge hesitated, for some unknown reason he felt that it was safer to stay here. So Rouge did nothing but wait, the others wanted to go out and see what has happened but Angel didn't let them until he said "Wall...fallen...titans...inside..."
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Kevin and Alan were already inside as Angel was making sure the others were safe. Alan unfortunately went to crowded areas. He saw uneaten limbs all over the place. Saw people running for their lives, some frozen in place from fear before being picked up,getting crushed, ripped, eaten. He heard cry's of pain and agony everywhere, asking for someone to save them and some asking for a quick death. Even a heartbreaking sight of a little girl holding what seems to be a baby in her arms as Titans circled around her. He heard a faint "mommy help us" from the girl. He wanted to help them,SAVE them. But he did NOTHING he just went on his way as he heard the screaming and wailing of the two. Which seemed to grow louder and stronger the longer he saw and heard more people continuously dying gruesomely in front of him as he walked by trying to see if he could find the ones he dubbed as "important" as the self loathing and hatred grew and grew. Now while Alan was do that Kevin went to a direct path to the Yager household. This had terrible consequences. Compared to Alan Kevin saw more kids here,seeing as it is a family area than anything else, the more he walked the more gruesome the deaths of Fathers,Mothers,Children,...Babies...became. But the most soul crushing thing that is happening is was when he sees or hears a baby being picked up and eaten as popcorn. He could have sworn he heard a pop from the titans mouth. He knew that the will have a personal place in Hell for him. He can only hope that Alan has been saving people. That brought some joy to his soul. Ohh how wrong is he.
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Ok that's it for the chapter. I think it was an ok fucked up chapter. It's an ok for the fucked up scale but if it's short I'm sorry I wanted to write more but something came up and I had to get this out before the deadline I made for myself. Anyway to a quick recap I'll update this one 5-6 days then next 5-6 days it will be the other book. Alright now you know it by heart...say it with me.... FUCK THIS AWFUL FUCKING DISGRACE OF A BOOK!!!!
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