Devils don't Fly

Memory Lane

I'm going to give you guys a warning for this chapter, there WILL be some sensitive topics in this chapter and it could bring back memories so...beware. This is also a memory and ill do a note when she wakes up

Please...

I look around and see my mommy, my daddy and my daddy's friend. Daddy doesn't like when his friend is around, he always gets angry with mommy when shes around. I see mommy get up and walk out of the room with daddy's friend...I hate being alone with daddy! he says he loves me but he always hurts me! its not fair and I especially hate when daddy has been drinking that icky drink. He always makes me have some before bed before he tucks me and reads my bedtime story...

A dark light surrounds me, all of a sudden its my 8th birthday, daddy says he hates me sometimes and it really hurts mommy's feeling as well...he usually says it with the gross drink but mommy still says we have to love him because he only wants what is best for us but i dont really believe her because she comes into my room at night to lay with me just crying and snuggling with me until we both go to sleep...

A loud bang sounds around me...I'm 14 as far as i'm aware. I look to the source of the loud noise to see my dad with some alcohol, this cant be good! when i was around 10 i realised that mommy's bruises were the cause of her ignoring my dad and him teaching her a 'lesson' by hitting and hurting her in some random ways but he would always apologise and be all lovey dovey with her the next day. "Willow...You know daddy loves you don't you! You're so...beautiful now, i remember when you were just a little girl and me and you would play together"  I physically cringe at him as the memory of him grabbing my body as forcing me to move into any way he wanted so i could look 'pretty'. He apparently didn't like my cringing as he scowled at me and stalked towards me with a dangerous look in his eyes, that night is a memory i wish i could never revisit ever...ever...again.

I'm 15...blood...there is blood everywhere, wheres my mommy? I slowly search my way throughout the house before sighing and walking into my room only to freeze still. I couldn't cry. I couldn't scream. I was just...frozen, there was my mommy against my wall with my dads shotgun in her mouth. She stared at me before sobbing out a soft "i'm sorry darling, i truly am" coming to my senses i go to run to her before i hear the gun fire my world automatically went darker as i focus on her...my mommy just...she just...is that, oh my god! that's fucking BRAINS! 

I'm 16. Its dark, that's how...that's how daddy likes the house now since mommy blew her fucking blew her brains out in front of me, sighing i walk out of my room to go downstairs to see him with another whore he probably drugged to get in here before...ha...he must be shitfaced because hes calling the slut Susan. That bitch doesn't DESERVE to have my mommy's name be called to her, as i go to go over to them and tell her to get out i hear my d- no. i hear Kevin yell "YOU WHORE! You had to leave me with THAT little slut! shes too old for anyone to actually want and since shes always on her period i cant even screw the bitch anymore! you can't even fucking take yourself out of this world since you ALWAYS SHOW UP AT NIGHT...you goddamn whore...didn't you know that i planned to be better?! i WANTED to be a family but of course you had to fuck it up...mmm but you looked so pretty with that shotgun between your lips and your blood on the wall? that really got me going so just lay still..." Kevin finishes with a soft whisper and gives the poor women a kiss before he quickly pulls out a sharp knife and jams it into the side of the poor woman's throat.

its been a few days since i saw Kevin do that to the poor woman...what a VILE creature could do that to a women, sighing I go to sit in the place that ive become at most comfortable to feel close to mommy...the place she sat in before she...this is not FAIR! how come he gets to play all his games and i have to sit in the back like a damn pawn. No. I will not just sit back and watch these horrid memories plague me, standing up like I'm warrior on a mission I storm into Kevins room before grabbing his shotgun...the one mommy killed herself with. I grab the gun before cocking the gun and without hesitation i walk down the stairs, stand in front of Kevin and breathe in deeply "Kevin...Get Dunked ON " saying this i let out a crazed laugh before pointing the gun at his crotch and shamelessly releasing the trigger. His screams, beautiful noises to my ears, hearing him cry out makes me smile slightly before pretending to cry with him "oh daddy! I have a headache! so does mommy...maybe  we should be a family again." i wait until he looks up at my eyes before waving at him, lining the gun between his eyebrows before softly saying "Boom."

(dad assulted her, mum suicided, dad got dunked on)

(this is her awake now)

"DADDY NO! MOMMY PLEASE STAY!" realising where I am I curl myself into a small ball, sobbing to myself "Mommy...Please don't leave me...I'm scared. I'm scared of daddy, I hate how I didn't get a choice on if i killed someone. no. Mommy I did you proud, I will never regret killing that bastard. I just...I wish you were here to sing and hug me again mommy..."