Its more or less a struggle to be trapped in memories and passive desires of wanting things to be the way you had imagined them to be.
It is a train of thoughts that keeps travelling in your mind... that doesn't let you sleep at night and you're left to think of your actions.... their causes and effects. The death sentence of your love declared ever so openly.... so cruelly... as to tear you to shreds.
Yes the past is a shadow of your current self that keeps moving with you as you do. Its always there..... until.... you're completely surrounded by darkness.... only then do you not see it haunt you but even if it did the pain you feel at that moment is so great it would have been barely noticeable.
The detrimental effects that a rejected love, a shattered heart, a broken heart have on a person's health in every aspect itself is so toxic like cocaine itself.
Your shadow consumes you so much from inside that you're left feeling regret and guilt in an overwhelming amount.
Because of you're shadowed past every time you look at the mirror you can't look at yourself with the same pride that you used to.
There's always a low gaze... </3
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Desire
RomanceLove is the most beautiful curse you could ever give anyone because its beautiful when you have it and a curse when you don't.... Imagine smoking or drinking with dim lights and your favourite music playing.... Short random thoughts.♡♡♡ 908 in poems...
