Late night thoughts

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The night isn't young but neither is it too old as to fade from the approaching day. It was a hectic day and as you took a seat near your window to enjoy the company of silence and the taste of cigarettes. It seems a blissful yet painful experience to feel too many things. The daily grind pushing you in too deep of superficial things which you don't want yet what choice do you have? To survive in this world you have to be like it as well; other wise life will shred you like one is to shred chicken. 

As the smoke and nicotine fills your lungs with poison which seems less toxic than the poison you feel from the emotional abuse that you're forced to feel every day. You think of how merciless the world is for the weak, how everyone shuns away a man of poorer prospects in terms of wealth or aesthetics... Its extremely sad that you try so much yet others who don't try as much still get far more better results than you and you think " whats the point?" 

Yes life is like that. Its cruel these days. Love is one sided. Things like love, happiness, friends all have a price tag on them now. In this dark world its sometimes difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel but if we don't we'd all end up killing ourselves. 

Maybe thats why depressed people commit suicide.... because they've stopped seeing the light at the end of the tunnel <\3

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 03, 2019 ⏰

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