OMNISCIENT.
It was the next day and Austin had calmed down from the previous letter. He wasn't that excited to open this one worried he might be discouraged or annoyed by this one but he had to. It was Easter, and coincidentally that's exactly what was written across the forefront of the letter. He knew she had planned ahead, just like she did with everything else, and he was proud since she hated math. He liked that she planned to send these so he could open Easter on April 21st. "My baby smart." He said taking himself back.
April 16th, 2016
I feel bad for the last letter so I wanted to say happy Easter. I know I pissed you off yesterday but I had to write it down somewhere and I always used to confide in you so I just let it happen. I can feel our baby kick & I decided on a name but I wanna wait until she's born to tell you what it is. It reminds me a lot of you. I threw in a Z name too, but don't start comparing her to that Zion nigga because I'll body slam you.
The sonogram went really well on Friday, she's so big and she dances a lot. I thought something was wrong with her but she just likes your music. Also release more dumb bitch were getting tired. You should tell Edwin he needs to stay away from three feet in front of the camera in your next music video, but you looked cute.
Touch up your roots though, Austin, also I realized that you're going to be growing with her music wise. It's crazy to think that even though you aren't here you're here. & I promise to make sure she knows who you are. I'm not gonna be one of them bitches that cuts you out when it's my fault. I'm not gonna do that to you, again I know it's my fault, but I'm scared. Anyways prosper hard as fuck. The next letter should be the birth, they said to expect her in May but I think she'll be here in June. I don't know how ima get these to you if I'm being honest. I don't have your address or anything but I'm going to find a way to get it to you. Anyways I love & miss you so much,
—From Celly 🖤
He smiled softly at the randomly placed letter. She just went with it like it was regular conversation and he admired her for that reason because he knew he could never do the same. He was curious as ever to find out the babies name but he knew by now she wasn't an infant anymore but probably closing her terrible two chapter. Austin had grown past the deceit part of it all and he was more focused on the child he felt he was closer and closer to meeting because if he knew Cecelia, he knew she did nothing without meaning.
AALIYAH.
Easter was in March
In 2016 but oh well.

YOU ARE READING
messages from her.
Fanfiction( AUSTIN PORTER. ) "I got what you sent me and I'm sorry I wasn't who you needed me to be." In which the messages she wrote him appeared on his doorstep and it changed his perspective on her disappearance. Text copyright © Aaliyah M™ 2019