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twenty-nine

David

I took gulped my drink down again, and Bash looked at me. I don't like how he thinks he's my father when I get really drunk. "what?"

"you know you could just talk to her and tell her everything?" He said looking annoyed.

"then we're going back to square one where my family is in danger again." I said pouring myself another drink.

"you two were showing everyone that you two are dating. Maybe this time around just be low key." He tried persuading me.

"Sebastian, I just told you no!" I got angry. Her father knows every fucking thing. I wouldn't be surprised if he'll watch her like a hawk now.

"Damn nigga be miserable then and fuck every girl in here like that's going to make you feel better." He chuckled taking his phone out. He was texting with Riah and that made me miss Jordyn so bad.

She was really the light in my life and I'm sure this is hurting her like it was hurting me. I couldn't even talk to her or tell her the real reason why we had to break up. I looked at his phone while he looked at IG stories. I snatched his phone when I saw he was on her profile. "damn."

"Nigga, you have your own phone" he chuckled. I smiled and gave him the phone, which almost fell because I was drunk. I opened my phone and went on Instagram on her profile then I saw it was blocked.

"she blocked me. Fuck." I smashed the phone down on the table next to us. I couldn't even look at her pictures now. She really must hate me. I took Bash's phone and looked at the picture again.

Then a video was posted with the time written 'just now' she was talking on the video and showing off the dress which was very good for her figure. She looked so beautiful that I wished I was there to make sure no one tries their luck with her even if we're done.

I feel like she's still mine and no one else can have her. I texted her on Bash's phone.

Wya?
- me

out with daddy. He wanted to cheer me up. You could join us? I miss hanging out with you. 😶
- lil sis ❤

Bash took his phone and texted her back. I brushed my face with my hand not knowing how the hell I'm going to fix this or how I'm going to make everything right in my life because everything is just fucked up. "let's rather go back to your crib. This party is whack." He said getting up. I nodded and he helped me up. I didn't even realise I was that drunk until I had to get up. 

Jordyn

The following weekend my friends decided that we should go out to McDonald's just to hang out since we haven't done that in a while. And I was down for some girl time because I needed every distraction to get over him.

Tonight was Riah's birthday party. I knew he was going to be there because Bash was going to be there. I just felt so scared I didn't even want to go but Riah is my best friend and I can't miss it.

Dad is away and Lorna doesn't know he'll be there so she agreed. We met up at McDonald's, I was driving daddy's car. I was happy he wasn't here to shout at me. I got there and they already had a table. "I ordered for you." Naiya said.

 "how much do I owe you?" I asked  her.

"Girl don't even worry about it." She waved me off. "You'll just pay for me next time" I sat down smiling. We started talking about the party while waiting for our food.