Only friends - Dolan Twins fan fiction

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Emma's POV -

"So, what do we need to talk about?" Ethan asked as he shut his bedroom door.
"I think you know." I looked up at him walking over to me. "Come sit." I smiled patting a space next to me.
He strutted over and joined me on his bed. I turned my body to face him. I looked up at his eyes, so innocent yet so fucking toxic.

"I would like to apologise." I admitted.
His eyebrows furrowed and looked at my disappointed face. "The way I acted last night after what had, Uh- happened-" I awkwardly began. "Was not okay. I know that you would never use me, or any girls for that matter, in that way. I just-" I sighed and looked down at my hands. Scared of what I was about to say. What I needed to say. His eyes looked at mine longingly. Yet I could tell he had something he was hiding. He didn't look right.
"Go on." He said.

"I'm scared Ethan."

"Of what?" He asked confused.

"My feelings for you." I spat out. My hands shaking. Lips quivering. Legs trembling. His face was shocked. "I've always kinda had feelings for you. And last night I acted the way I did because I'm scared of losing you. Because you mean so much to me."

"Really..?" He asked.

I couldn't figure it out. Wether he was happy I'd basically told him I loved him. Or if he was put off by me. For some reason he looked guilty.

"I completely get if you don't feel the same way." I said. My eyes begging to water.

I looked down at my hands. Embarrassed that I'd said anything. He clearly didn't feel the same way.

"Hey." He brung his hand up to my chin, and brought my blue eyes to his brown ones. "I definitely feel the same way. I have feelings too Em." He smiled. And all the years I'd known him, I'd never seen him smile like that. Which reassured me.

"So.." I giggled, a tear streaming down. But a happy one. "Do you wanna see what happens between us? take it slow? Because I'm open to just dating or a flin.." I didn't have time to finish my sentence before I was cut off by Ethan's lips crashing against mine.

Once again our lips moved like waves. Crashing together in perfect harmony. His tongue glided against my lips, asking for access which I happily granted. Letting him take control. Slowly his hands moved down to my hips, pulling my small body on top of him.

My legs straddled either side of him as I held his face in place while our lips touched.
His hands began slipping under my shirt and Into the waistband of the shorts I'd burrowed off Cameron. Ethan fiddling with the band made me realise that he wanted to do it. But no way was I ready. "Shall we go?" I pulled away and looked at his face that was clearly longing for my touch again. "I wanna stay here." He rolled is over so he was now in-between my legs. His head rested on my chest. "No cmon. You clingy fuck. I only told you I like you. We're not getting married dude." I teased and joked.

"Ughhh, fine." He moaned.
I kissed him,  rolling out of the bed, and headed towards the door.
"You coming?" I asked.
He looked up at me. Something was up. "I'll be down in a sec. gotta make a phone call." He said.

I walked out of his room and downstairs. Hopefully he'd tell me what was up later. But I'm sure I'm just over thinking.

Ethan's POV -

As soon as Emma shut the door I smacked my hands against my head. Realising how much of a dick I was to her. And she didn't even know it. I fucked up big time. This was it. If she ever found out, she'd hate me. Emma would never forgive me. She can NEVER find out what happened last night.