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Ethan's POV -

"Hello? Olivia?" I said as soon as she picked up.
"Hey. How are you?" She said flirtatiously. I rolled my eyes realising how much I'd regretted sleeping with her already.
"Look Olivia, I sorted things out with Emma. She can't find out about what happened. Please liv." I begged.
"You really wanna pretend like last night didnt happen. It's the best I ever..."
"No Olivia." I interrupted her. "She can not find out. I want her. Not you? I've fucked up. And she can't know. Okay?" I pleaded. Hoping she'd understand.
After a moment of silence, she finally answered.
"Whatever Dolan." She huffed. "Our dirty little secret is safe with me."
"Good." I was relieved. I could finally move on with Emma.
"Is that all you wanted?"
"Uh- yeah bye." I said before hanging up the phone.

I sighed loudly. Realising that it was as going to be okay. I was finally going to be with Emma. That's all
I've ever wanted.

Emma's POV -

"Hey Gray, can we have a chat?" I asked him after exciting Ethan's room, and seeing him stood in his bedroom.
"Yeah what's up?" He said sitting at his desk. I stepped into his room. Before I told him I admired him. My best friend. How much he'd done for me and how much I would do for him. I inhaled. And exhaled. I had no reason to be scared to tell him, but for some reason I just couldn't spit my words out.
"I feel obliged to tell you, because you are my best friend." I began.
"Okaaaay?" He looked at me confused.

"So uh-Me and Ethan made out last night, we'll more than made out. And after talking it through, we're going to Uh- start seeing eachother? If that makes sens-" I tried to rush through it, just so I could get it over and done with.
"Oh it makes perfect sense." He sarcastically spoke interrupting me.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked him.
"You chose him. I get it." He muttered to himself. He turned his chair around at his desk and began typing something on his computer. I walked over to his chair and spun it back around. 
"Chose him?" I raised an eyebrow, looking at his face. Unsure if what he was getting at.
"You know what Emma, don't worry." He tried to spin it back around. But was soon stopped when I sat on his desk. He rolled his eyes, which angered me. Why was he being so difficult?
"No what do you mean?" I asked again. This time salty. Hoping it would make him talk.
"It doesn't matter." He raised his voice and stood up from the chair. Causing me to jump "I was just making a joke." He smiled.
"But-"
"No Em, go be with Ethan. I'm just having a laugh." He giggled, going over to his bed and lying on it.
But I knew Grayson.
And I knew he wasn't okay. Something was bothering him and I was upset that he felt he couldn't tell me.
"I'm going to leave you alone for a bit." I said hoping off his desk walking out. Unsure of what he was upset about. I glanced over at him before shutting the door. His eyes glaring up at the ceiling. I locked the door. Knowing I'd over stepped at hopefully time would make him realise he could talk to me about anything.

Graysons POV -

Knowing his hands were touching her that way made my blood boil. As soon as Emma walked out I picked up a pillow and chucked it at the door. I wanted to hurt him so bad. He wasn't going to treat her like I could.
Love her. Give her everything she wanted and more.
He uses girls.
And I don't want Emma to feel the way he's made some other girls feel.

I just wanted her to realise how I felt. That I wanted her to be mine. But she was oblivious. The cuddles we shared. The amount of times I've had her sleep in my bed. It meant nothing. Absolutely nothing. Emma chose Ethan. And there was nothing I could do about it now.

Emma's POV -

I knocked on Ethan's door before entering, to find him lying on his bed. Looking up at the ceiling. "Hey, come lay?" He smiled.
Butterflies were going crazy in my stomach at the sight of him.
"Uh sure." I smirked back. I led down on his bed and he wrapped his arms around my body. His warmth making my skin tingle and goosebumps rise. I could lay like this all day. His hot breath fanning my neck as we took breaths at the same pace. But then it hit me. How Grayson had been acting. Maybe we've rushed into it.
"Is this too fast, like us?" I asked him.
"No." He stated.
"Really?" I screwed up my mouth, trying to tell if we were thinking irrational by Turning this into something this fast.
"No. Why do you feel uncomfortable. I can let you have your own space?" He panicked at say up a little. The fact he was so worried about me made me so happy. I could feel my cheeks rise in a flame of red.
"No E it's not that." I smiled. "I just want to make sure we're making the right decision. In exploring our relationship in this way?"
"Of course we are. I really like you Em. I have for ages. This feels right." He sat up and looked at me. Ethan's hand made its way to my face. His finger tips running through my hair.

His brown honey like eyes trapping me in a trance. "I know it does." I pulled his face down to mine and joined our lips. Then pulled away, smiling at the boy before me. I pulled his arms around me again and led back down.

"And what about school? On Monday?" I asked him.
"What about it?"
"Are you going to sit with me?"
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Because you're a year older."
"So?"
"You really wanna be seen with me?"
"Of course." He smiled against my neck.
"Okay."

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