CAMP | KOOKV

Ch 35. Your love

His chest hurted and he hated it. He hated the way it was hard for him to breathe and the way he was feeling so tired. The way his head always was giving him the worst kind of pain

But most of all he hated the fact that he was the one who did this to himself. It was his fault for letting himself fill his lungs with that smoke traveling down his organs to make them take away his life in such a short amount of time

Just like that

But wasn't this what he always wanted, what he always wished and prayed for to happen. For him to be laying down to sleep an endless time. Maybe it is or was but it's a hard thing to do when he's also the one who's trying to hold on a while longer

To bear this pain in his chest who keeps pushing him towards the near end

He hated that the time he was finally wanting to stay a little longer was the time he didn't have anymore

"You can't go inside, he's sick Jungkook"

Jimin told the eager Jungkook who wouldn't stop wanting to get pass him to walk inside the room where Taehyung was laying in

He had fallen ill once again, the sink filled with blood from the horrific cough his roommate had woken up to

"Move aside Jimin"

Jungkook told before he grabbed a hold of Jimins arm to push the shorter boy aside as he stood blocking the doorway. He was stopped when Jimin put his hand in front of him and his attempt of opening his mouth

"Taehyung.."

"Taehyung what?"

Jungkook almost shouted back at him, losing his patient on hearing about what Jimin had to say as to why he wasn't letting him inside their space

"Taehyung has cancer"

Jimin whispered quietly, the words almost to quiet for the others to hear. Hoseok was about to open his mouth but didn't know the words to say to be able to let anything out from this lips

The quietness was filling the air, it was to silent which was scarring them. No words was leaving anyone as the sentence Jimin had told still lingered around in their heads

Jungkook took a shaky step back from the door, neither knew what his expression was showing. Yoongi had walked by his side, trying to take a hold of his shoulder

"Jungkook-"

"No, Don't fucking touch me"

He spat as he shake their hands away from. They all flinched from the sound of Jungkooks fist collided with the wall. No one tried to approach him as he was to furious to be talked to

The doors slam lingered a while in the air after Jungkook disappeared from the cabin leaving the others standing outside Taehyungs room, a silent still holding between them as everyone was to hurt to tell a thing

Jimin let out a shaky sigh before leaning against the door, his body slowly falling down against it until he sat down on the empty floor

The room was dark, and the sunlight outside had dissappeared as the others was sleeping peacefully in their beds. Taehyung was also under his covers, hand under his head as he's eyes was still open

He didn't feel like going to sleep although he felt more than tired. The others had came back silent, no one uttering a word the whole day. He had a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach from it

A disturbing sound form the window took him away from his thought as he slowly sat up from the bed to get a better view of the open window as Jin had opened he complained about how warm it was inside

"Jungkook!?"

Taehyung almost yelled, startled when he caught sight of Jungkook letting himself inside the low window. Once he was inside the dark room he stared at Taehyung for a second, who's eyes were wide open at the Jungkook

The eyes of the Raven became soft when he saw the other who's blue locks were messy from laying down all day

Jungkook slowly walked towards the latter. His steps almost dragging themselves towards the bed before slipping down to sit on it beside him. His arms wrapping themself around his waist before hugging him close in his cold arms

Once Taehyung noticed how cold the others embrace was he slowly pulled his hands up to hold Jungkooks head between his slender fingers who warmed the other boy up

"Why are you so cold, and your eyes are so red. Kook what happened?"

Taehyung whispered, worry in his voice as he stared into the others eyes who only seemed to wanting to go back to holding Taehyung in his arms

"Why didn't you tell me, why would you keep this alone"

Jungkook said, his voice hoarse as he kept staring into the others eyes. Searching for answers in the other who stayed there with his hands still on the other face with a confused expression

"tell you wha-"

"Why didn't you tell me you have cancer"

Jungkook interrupted the other as he kept saying the sentence again and again while he kept banging his head against the others shoulder while Taehyungs eyes widened at the words

He knew about his cancer and that was the last thing he wanted him to know about

He felt his shirt turning wet against his skin making him rush to pull Jungkooks head up from his shoulder to see the tears running down his cold cheeks from his blood shot eyes

"I don't want you to leave"

Jungkook said, his voice shaky as he took a hold of Taehyungs hand on his cheek. Before Jungkook could continue repeating the sentence while his tears kept rolling down his cheek Taehyung pulled him towards him.

He let Jungkook lay his head on his beating chest as he wrapped his arms around his shoulder, carrasing his hair softly as his shirt became wet from the warmness from the others paining tears

"you're not going to loose me kook, I will stay right here okay?"

Taehyung told softly, his own eyes tearing up as he kept holding the other close when he felt Jungkooks arms wrapping themselves around his waist making him tighten the grip

"I want you to be with me forever"

"I will stay with you forever"

Taehyung said as the tears slipped down his cheeks