Flowers' Fragrance

Moving on

Life’s moving on, I’m breathing all the same

This is the cruelty of life, what a shame!

A month ago, tornado of pain hit me hard

I lost everything, like a gambler playing cards

I wasn’t a cheater, let me make things clear

But losing my grandma so early, I had no such fear!

I was wrong; life gifted me a tight slap

The same day previous month I lost my map

Map of my happy life, bright and sunny

It became bitter, no longer honey

The colours of lively life faded away

I’m searching now for sun’s slightest ray

Ray to brighten my day, make my heart’s melody play

I keep wondering whether these phrases of mine

Make any sense or are they just random lines?

Lines of pessimism, lines of complete darkness

Reflecting my current personality, a stupid mess

Mess that makes you shut the door, go away

Never coming back and with me happily stay