MASK

Light

Gun

I opened my eyes when i felt someone shaking my body, i saw how people rushed me inside the room, the light is so bright, i stared at Off who is running while holding my hands.

" everything's will be okay baby" Off said

I want to talk but i can't, is it because of pain? Or because of the oxygen on my mouth.

" Sir sorry you are not allowed to enter the emergency room" The nurse said, i can feel how Off's hands slowly loosen the grip on my hand.

He smiled at me before the door closed

Off

"Hurry! let's hurry!" i shouted after the ambulance stopped

They hurriedly brought him to the emergency room, i want to go inside with him but the nurse did not allow me to enter, i saw his face he gripped my hand tighlty, i dont want to let it go but i need to.

It's already 3 in the morning but still the doctors who assisted Gun is not yet going out from he room

" Mung calm down" Krist said my friends are already here with me

" Mung drink this" Singto offered me a bottled water, i was about to take it when i saw my hands full of blood, blood that came from my wife's head

This hands that should be taking care of him, this hands that should be caring and guiding him is here full of blood

" this should not happen, it's because of me!" I shouted as i punch the wall

" mung stop that" Tay said as he pull me

" It's all my fault, if i controlled my emotions this wouldn't happen right?!" I questioned him

My eyes are like broken faucet that water is continouosly flowing down.

" Mung it's not your fault, you just did what is right, you saved your wife from them, if i were you i will also do that" Tay added

Somehow my mood lifted.

" don't over think Mung, Gun is strong we know that he will survive through this' New added

" i'll be right back" i said as i walked, I need to clean this hands

I went to the comfort room to wash my hand, as i rubbed my palm the blood stain is flowing down together with the water, i stared at the  mirror, my eyes are still full of tears.

Breath Off, breath i said to myself, i took a deep breath before walking out from the comfort romm, as i walked out i saw Singto running

" MUNG WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ?!" He said

" why?!" I asked i feel something is about to happen

" it's about Gun he..." i didn't let Singto finished his statement when i hurriedly run and left him

This.. shit.. this feeling inside me is killing me. Gun please don't leave me here. I kept on running and running until i reached the emergency room.

I saw a Krist and my friends talking to the doctor, i immediately stood up infront of them

" What happened?" I interrupted them

" are you the patients...?"    " husband" i shouted i didnt let him finish his sentence

" what happened to him Doc?, is he alright? Did something bad happened to him? Is he fine now?" I asked continuously

" calm down Mr. Off he is fine now he is talking a rest you can visit him on his room, earlier he keeps on mentioning your name" the doctor said

I felt relieve and released a heavy sigh

" thank goodness he is  fine now" i said as i slumped my body on the chair near me

" let's go to his room Mung" Krist said

We walked to his room, as i opened the door i saw how pity he is right now, bandage are wrapped on his head, he is laying down peacefully.

He gently opened his eyes and was shocked when he saw us

We smiled and walked near him

" are you okay now?" I asked him while smiling
" why are you still here? You should go home and take a rest " he said

" How are we going to rest in this case?" I asked him while my hands are placed on my waist

He smiled to us.

" you rest first you need to rest more" i added as i gripped his hands, he gripped mine too

" okay then, i will go sleep now you can go home and take a rest as well" he said

" No i will stay at your side" i insisted  " guys you can go home now, he is fine already" I added

" i'll just go home take a bath and ill be back after, i will bring food as well" Singto said

We nodded in response. After a long conversation they all left and Gun is already sleeping peacefully, i sat next to him and lay my head down on the bed, i didnt notice that i already fell asleep.

Gun

I was shocked when i saw them standing on my door, now i can clearly remember every single details happened to me before the car incident happen. I can clearly remember how Off played me, hiw he lied to me regarding his  marriage, now i can clearly remember all, but what am i going to do, do i need to tell them that i  remember everything or should i just keep quiet for the meantime.

Now Off is sleeping on my side, i can see how tired he is, the eyebags on his eyes and the red mark on his face that was casued ny the punch earlier his mouth has wound too, i ised my other hand to rub his head.

Right now i wont tell anything, i'll pretend that i dont remember everything, for what? For us, i know that when the time comes that they knew that i already know everything Off might get scared, why? Because he knows everything, everything thst he did on me, the pain he caused me.

Right now i will pretend  until he fixed his problems, and when that time comes i will set him free. I will enjoy the moments that we are together because i know one of this days his soon to be wife will take him away from me.

I closed my eyes and continued to sleep, i need to sleep because i know sleeping is the only thing that can make this pains away and dreaming is the only thing that can make me happy.