MASK

Longing

They ordered foods and liquiors the band started to play too, the ambiance here is good, not noisy not crowded.

"Cheers" Krist said as he raised his glass up

" cheers" i shouted back

We enjoyed the night, they keep on telling me about many things, our stories, all, i can see how happy they are

I can feel safe on them

" hey let's go to Club Insomnia-ibar ( disco club in Pattaya Thailand ) i want to dance" Newwie said as he stood up and dance in place

" let's go" off said and pulled me up

I can't help myself but smile, its getting dark already but still we manage to go in Pattaya to have a night out. We sat in a vip area, the price is costy but Off said he can pay it all.

We ordered different cocktails, i'm getting dizzy, the music is loud and the light hurts my eyes too, it makes me feel dizzy

We stood up and dance, we walked on the middle and dance like couples.

Singto and krist dances like there is no one surrounding them so does Tay and newwie

" hey wanna dance with me?" Off offered

" okay lets go" i said

I wrapped my hands on his neck, he bowed down a little for me to be able to reach him

We are dancing like we own the dance floor, our eyes met, i don't hear anything except my heart beat, can Off hear it too?

He stares at me with longging eyes, i smiled at him.

" remember this?" He said

" what?"

" This, we alwats do this whenever we went to bars,we dances like e own the stage" he said and laughed

" haha is that so?" I laughed back

" I can still remember the time you got really wasted and you dance like crazy" he added

" don't embarrass me please" i said and bowed down

" hey hey look at me" he said and pulled my chim up for me to see his face

His lips is smiling but his eyes are almost crying, is he reall that hurt? If he is who hurts him?

I was shocked when he accidentally kissed my forehead because he was pushed

" sorry " he apologized

" it's fine " i said

We continued dancing while staring st each others eyes

His face slowly moved to mine, closer and closer until our lips touches each other.

There is something inside me telling em to push him, i want to but my hands and legs are not moving, it's like i've been waiting for this to happen

I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me his eyes are watering, i moved my head to avoid his lips

" I'm sorry " he said

I didn't answer him instead i run inside the comfort room and locked myself on the cubicle

Why do i feel a burning sensation on my face, my hear is besting very fast.

" Gun ? Are you inside?" I heard Singro knocked on the door

I walked out and smiled to him

" are you alright?" He asked as he follow me on the lavatory.

" yes why?"

" Off said that" i stopped him from talking " about that i think he lost his consciousness that time, please tell everyone that don't let this be out from here, he already have a wife i don't want to be the reason for them to fight" i said and walked out, Singto is just following me

We went back to our seat, i sat next to Krist and immediately gulped one bottle of beer

" hey drink slowly we are not in a hurry, we can just sleep on the transient house here" Tay said

I smiled in response

" we ended at 2:30 in the morning when we decided to go look for a short staying hotel

" uhhm sorry sir we only have 2 apartments available, we have one with two rooms and one with single room only" the staff said

" we'll take the one with two rooms" tay said " singto and krist can stay with us Off and Gun you can sleep together" He added

" waiitt.. uhhmm"

" i can sleep on the floor" Off said

" no that's ot what i mean" i said

" so deal, okay miss we are going to get those available rooms" Tay said and took the keys

He throw the other key to Off and winked

" let's go. I know you are tired" i followed him

After opening the door i imeediately went to the comfort room to pee, after that i went outside and saw Off laying on the floor

" hey tou can sleep on my side the bed is wide" i said as i shook his body

" are you sure?" He asked

"Yes" i said

he suddenly crawl up to the bed, i lay down facing the lamp shade while Off laid down facing the other side of the bed, i moved to face him when he also moved to face me, out lips touched each other once again, i closed my eyes and feel his lips, he tried to push his tongue inside my mouth, i opened my mouth and welcomed him, he moved closer to me and hugged me, i hugged him back, we kissed each other like we are both longging each others care, his hands started to travel into my clothes so does mine, i started to unbutton his polo short.

I was shocked when he stopped " no we can't do this" he said as he faced on the other side of the bed

" i'm sorry" i whispered and face te other side of the bed, i don't know but my tears began to crawl down to my face. Am i hurt? Why? For what reason? Why am i crying? Shoot!!!

I covered my body with the blanket, i felt that he moved and he stood up and walked, i took a glance and saw him entering the comfort room.

i released a heavy sigh and stared at the cealing.

How stupid you are Gun you know thay he already has a wife, he is already married!!don't be stupid, don't let emptions rule you, don't ruin your friendship i whispered on the wind as i slapped my own lips

So the girl tha i saw with him on the cinema is his wife, that arrghhh annoying girl?

Why i'm hurt? I'm just a friend right? Arrgghhhhh i shouted queitly while covering my face with the pillow

Right now all i have is me, i need to stay strong. I need to learn to trust myself first before trusting others.
I closed my eyes and then i fell asleep.

A/N

Double update hahahah sorry guys im writing every chapter without a draft. So basically whatever scene that popped out on my mind i just write it down 😘😘😘

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