(Takano Masaume x Onodera Ritsu)Tell me you love me. Integral version

Chapter 12

Takano p.o.v

Lonliness, emptiness and this terrible feeling of nothing are devouring me slowly.

I came to London and stayed with some realatives of mine about six weeks ago. I'd better forget about him but no matter what I say or do I am trapped in this love.

I just can't let him go.

And the worse is this feeling of sinking in this darkness

' Cause he's my only light.

But I can't afford to be so selfish. I have to think about what's best for him.

And it's not me.

But I still wonder if he find that happiness he couldn't have with me.

Is he alright? Is he working in his company? Does he really love An - chan?

" Another one " I say staring at the empty bottom of my glass.

" Isn't it a little bit too early to get drunk? " The barman wants to be funny.

" Shut up and take me that wiskey! "

It's just like 10 years ago.

I thought I was stronger.

But I was wrong.

"Ritsu -I whisper slowly- come back to me "

I still want him by my side.

So badly.

" Is he wondering where am I just right now? - I think - Does he miss me? "

I can't live in the past.

I have to move on. Give up on him.

I just need to know if he's alright.

And then I'll definitely let him go.

I take my phone and dial that number.

" Hello"

"Yokozawa I have a favour to ask you! "