HER

Sigh

Days past and Scar hasn't responded to any of my calls or texts. I drove over her house a couple times like a creep to see if she's home but everytime I passed by her house her moms car is in the driveway and I don't want to make matters worse if she's home.

It's the day before my 21st birthday which I don't even feel like celebrating because I miss Scar. I blamed myself and I just want to tell her sorry face to face and hold her in my arms.

"Nigga stop moping around we gotta decide what we doing tomorrow for your big 2  1 ." Emp said slapping my thigh as she sat beside me on my bed.

" Nothing Emp... I really don't feel like celebrating."  I said as I threw the covers over my head and turned in the opposite direction.

"I don't give a fuck what you say.. we going out tomorrow night...I'll come get you..no worries and I know exactly where to take you "  she said with a smirk.

"Yea don't be bad when you get here and my stinky ass still laying in bed. " I mumbled under the covers. She laughed and stood up.

"Whatever mane...see you tomorrow...ohh we going shopping and I got you. " she said as she left out the basement door.

I called Scar again for the 100th time but got her voicemail which stated that her mailbox was full. I threw my phone across the room and buried my face in my pillow as I screamed into it. I was going crazy, I needed to know that she's ok.  I got up, threw a hoodie on over my pj's, took the car keys and drove to her house.

I slowed down outside her house and sighed because her moms car was there.

"Don't this fucking bitch ever leave the damn house?!.. Ughhh Fuck it..I'm going in"  I said to myself.

I parked, shut the engine off, got out the car and walked up to the door and just stood there nervously.

What the fuck am I going to say if her mom answers?  Shit Shit ...think Vaeh think! 

I walked around to the back and saw she had a swimming pool and a jacuzzi.

Ohh shit I ain't even know...mmm we most definitely fucking in the pool...when she forgives me that is.  (end of thought )

I looked up and saw her bedroom window was open so I looked for a pebble to throw at the window because I'm not Spiderman I ain't climbing shit.

I found some pebbles and threw them a couple times before I saw her peep through the window. My heart skipped a beat.

"The fuck you doing? " she said with anger.

"I needed to make sure you're ok.... I miss you so much....I'm so sorry.. I need to talk to you "  I pleaded.

"Well as you can see I'm still breathing now leave." she said as she closed her windows and drew the curtains shut.

Apparently her mom heard us and came outside through the back door.

"You better get your devil having ass off my property before I call the police young lady!!!" Mrs. Williams yelled at me.

I quickly left, got in my car,  started the engine and sped off.  I pulled over alongside the highway and cried my eyes out. I sat in the car for awhile until I got myself together then made my way home.

I got in the house, my mom was sitting on the couch watching Family Fued. I sat beside her and hugged her tight.

"What's wrong hunny? "  she asked as she lifted my head. I couldn't reply I just cried in her arms like a little baby. She didn't say anything else she just hugged be back.

After a few minutes I told her I loved her,  got up and went to my room.  I laid down on my bed and shortly after I fell asleep.