Me- "I don't know, I didn't bring a bathing suit and i hate going in water with regular clothes."
Jack- "We'll go buy you something"
We sat in the car parked in front of the small cliff, looking over the huge lake.
Me- "No let's just keep driving."
Jack- "Babe part of going on a road trip is stopping and doing fun things on the road"
Me- "I know I just-"
Jack- "Pleaseeee"
I couldn't say no to his adorable puppy face no matter how bad I wanted to.
Me- "Fine. There are outlets about 20 minutes from here i'm sure we can find something"
Jack- "Yesssss!"
He leans over to kiss me and we head to the stores.
Once we get there, we see a summer looking store with lots of bikinis in the display case and posters of models wearing them. if I wasn't already insecure before, I sure was now. I knew i would never look like that.
We walk in and all we see are bikinis. not even one pieces. just bikini after bikini.
Jack- "Woah. Might have to buy you more than one"
He laughs and pulls me in by grabbing a hold of my waist. I could tell how excited he was. He's never seen me in anything other than hoodies and t-shirt's. I never even wear shorts and we live in Los Angeles.
He goes off on his own and I walk around, looking for something that will cover at least my stomach, but I have no luck.
a few minutes later, Jack scares me from behind, causing me to jump.
Me- "Jesus Jack!"
Jack- "Sorry. I found these! You'd look amazing in them I can already picture it"
He holds up 2 sets. A red one with the thinnest straps I have ever seen, and a dark blue one with no straps at all.
Me- "Oh okay"
Jack- "Can she get a dressing room please?"
He asked the employee politely and a door was unlocked for me.
Jack- "Hey babe, when you have one on, come out so I can see okay?"
Me- "mhm"
I nodded nervously and closed the door. Slowly, I began to try the red one on. After it was on, i just stared in the mirror and started tearing up. I didn't know what to do. My heart was pounding so fast and I felt like i was going to puke. I hated what I saw. I couldn't walk out like this. There was no way I was letting Jack see this much of me. Once he saw, he wouldn't love me anymore.
Jack- "Babe? Are you okay?"
I wiped my tears and coughed a bit to clear my throat.
Me- "Yeah i'm f-fine"
He came close to the door and leaned on it. I did the same, trying not to make a noise.
Jack- "Baby. What's the matter?"
I took a deep breath in and let out a few broken words.
Me- "I don't want you to see me"
I started to cry a little harder.
Jack- "hey it's okay. you're okay"
Me- "No i'm not. I'm not okay. I'm not good enough for you"
Jack- "What? y/n don't talk like that. you're perfect. you're everything i've ever wanted"
Me- "You haven't seen all of me"
Jack- "Baby. open the door. let me hold you. please"
I hesitantly unlock the door and lean against the wall, placing my arms over my stomach, trying to cover myself as much as I can.
Tears run down my face as he walks in slowly, with a few faint tears himself.
He stops and stares for a moment while a smile begins to form.
Jack- "You're so gorgeous"
I look up at him and feel my lips quiver.
Jack- "Come here"
I take a step closer and immediately lift my arms to wrap them around his neck. he squeezes my torso and showers my forehead with kisses.
Me- "I hate how I look, Jack"
I say while crying.
Jack- "y/n I promise you, there is nothing wrong with your body. It's beautiful. I love every single part of you. everything. and you should too."
The feeling of his arms around me and the sound of his voice in my ear was such a great comfort.
I look up with tears in my eyes, and he wipes them away with one hand. His hand then cups the side of my face and he tells me to look at him.
Jack- "I love you so much, y/n. Nothing is ever going to change"
Me- "I love you too, Jack"
We both smile and he presses his lips passionately against mine.
