I waited my whole life for this moment. the moment I would turn my head and see the love of my life next to me, naked under the sheets, after we just made love. The moment we would stare into each other's eyes and couldn't help but smile.
Jack- "You're so beautiful"
He put his arm around me and ran his fingers through my hair. I pushed myself closer into his body and placed my hand on his bare chest.
Me- "I wish this could last forever"
Jack- "Baby, it will. i'll always love you, you know that"
Me- "No I know that. I mean this specific moment. our bodies laying closely together. exposed but safe. always feeling your skin on mine"
Jack- "We would get really sweaty if we stayed like this forever"
Me- "gosh why do you always have to ruin these moments"
We laugh and sit up against the headboard.
Jack- "Sorry, babe. It was our first time i'm not really sure what to do after"
Me- "yeah neither do I"
I grab his hand and turn to give him a big cheesy smile.
Jack- "What's that for..."
Me- "You wanna do me a favor?"
Jack- "umm... already?"
Me- "no not that kind jeez"
he laughed and continues to look at me confusedly.
Me- "Do you want to run to mcdonald's and get me some chicken nuggets? that kind of made me hungry"
Jack- "Really? who ruins these moments now"
me- "pleaseeeeee"
He rolls his eyes and smirks.
Jack- "fine. wait are they even open? it's like 1am"
Me- "Dont worry, they close at 2am"
He groans and gets up from the bed. He throws on some sweats and a t-shirt and grabs his keys.
Jack- "Are you not coming?"
Me- "Nope. I am going to shower and when you get back you'll find me lounging around in one of your t-shirt's"
He walks back over to the bed and leans himself over me. he presses his lips on mine and smiles.
Jack- "I'll be back in 15"
He walked out the door and I quickly jumped up and got myself in the shower.
After about 10 minutes I dried myself off and looked through his closet. I picked out the red Beatles shirt and threw it on over my head. After walking around a bit, I started to feel the soreness kick in, but that was to be expected.
almost 20 minutes of laying on the bed waiting, I grab my phone and dial jack. I then feel a vibration and realize that he left his phone on his side table. I think nothing of it and continue to wait on the bed.
After another 20 minutes, I began to worry. I got my keys and drove my car down the route he most likely took. I look around and see an ambulance drive by, leaving the scene of an accident. I speed up and see Jacks car flipped over on the side of the road. my heart dropped. I stopped the car in the middle of the road and ran to the scene. A cop saw me and rushed over to hold me back.
Me- "L-let me go! that's m-my boyfriends car!"
The cop is saying things like "calm down" and "he's at the hospital", but I can barely process the words. I didn't know what to do or where to go. I just kept screaming that it was jacks car. over and over.
The next thing I knew I was in the back of a cop car, pulling up to the hospital. I jump out and run into the emergency room.
Me- "Where's jack. jack avery"
the lady told me I couldn't see him. he was just processed and undergoing immediate surgery.
I waited in the waiting room for an hour. I then see Kristin and Sydnie run in looking scared and upset.
Kristin- "where is he!?"
Me- "I- I don't know. they won't tell me anything because i'm not immediate family"
She runs up to the desk and sydnie stands by me, grabbing my hand.
Sydnie- "What was he doing? driving in the middle of the night?!"
I knew what he was doing. He was running an errand for me. a stupid pointless errand.
Sydnie- "mom?"
Sydnies face looked concerned as she looked at her mom. I turned around and see kristin shaking as the nurse was speaking to her with an upset face.
Sydnie- "mom"
Kristin fell to the ground and bursted out in tears. I knew what that meant. I knew I had lost the most special person in the world. Sydnie let go of me and ran to hold her mom. I watched them as they cried and cried. All I could think to myself was it was all my fault. he drove because of me. I would never be able to forgive myself.
Sydnie- "Y/N."
I look up and see sydnie struggling to stand up, holding something in her hand.
Sydnie- "the doctors. T-they found this. In h-his pocket"
She hands me a box and I open it slowly.
Inside was a ring with rose gold studs around it and a little piece of paper under.
"For my baby. A promise to always protect you. I love you so much. -Jack"
