numb

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I'm just numb
Numb deep within my chest
I hate the feeling instead
It's killing me from the inside out
I know I'm not the best person but who is?
No one is
I'm tried sitting alone in my room
I'm tried to going to the park and having no one to hang out with
I'm tried that no one cares
I'm tired of trying to be there for people who just don't care anymore
People don't see that I've changed as person
No one has seen
How numb I've become cause nobody there's
I have no one
No friends
Or a person I could love
It's just the demons in my head
It's summer I thought things would be better but it's worst
Is it even worth being a nice person who has changed.
I think so.
I'm just going to be numb
Numb to world
Numb and heartless to everyone around me.

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