(Authors note: again if you want to use my songs ask me first, this goes with all my songs unless I say so, thanks for the great reads.)
Kurama's Pov:
'I was only seven when I first met her, but even after the accident, it's like she's still with me, like a piece of her follows me around, I know that probably sounds stupid, but it's true.
seventeen years have passed, and not one day goes by when I don't think of her, why? why did she have to die? why did she have to leave me? those are the questions I asked as a kid, but know my mind is else where. She died on her birthday as well, we were celebrating, but than...
Today was going to be her 22 birthday, and I'm going to do what I always do on her birthday, sing the same song to people, that I wrote when I was seven, the day she died, the day a piece of me went missing, love.'
As I walk on stage I grab my Mic and hold back tears, no one cheers for me tonight, because on my first concert years ago I asked them to not cheer when I sing this song, and year after year everyone learnt that rule now, I must sing for her, sing for me.
Song title: Nightmares
Tell me, oh tell me, the way it works,
Brocken down, in this Brocken world,
in my head, I am so damaged,
I hold my breath and freeze,
In this twisted world,
I hide for my life, don't look for me,
Don't look at me,
but if you must see,
look threw your memory,
The tears I shed weren't silver or gold,
these common tears won't be noticed by a hero,
Do I deserve the fire burning in another's heart?
oh my life yeah,
All dreams come true, but nightmares are dreams to.
My life is a nightmare,
your death is a nightmare,
I scream in my nightmares,
my nightmares yeah,
in my head, I am so damaged,
I hold my breath and freeze
Please come back, I cant take it no more,
please come back, I'm begging you please no more.
stop it right now, I don't want you gone,
stop right now, your the victim in my nightmares,
I try to save you, but your already gone,
I try to be with you,
but to do that, I will be no more
what should I do?
I don't want to live without you.
(x3)
Because your gone,
my life is a nightmare,
wake up from this nightmare.
As I finish, the crowed stay's silent, just as it should, I grab the Mic, and for the first time, I feel ready to tell everyone why I sing this song.
"Um, I think you guys should no why I sing this song every year on this day." 'A couple of fans look surprise and curious to what I'm about to say.'
"Well you see, when I was young, I had a best friend named (Y/N), she was my only friend than, we did everything together, she was so pretty and she had the most adorable laugh. But on this day, years ago, she was killed in a accident."
'A bunch of people look sad and shocked.' I have to wipe my eyes to keep going. "But before she died, she told me something I will never forget. she said "This is just a nightmare, one day I will wake up and be with you again, and we will fly away into the sunset." I was to young to understand what she meant than, but now I do, I Loved her more than anything in the world, I wrote this song a few hours after her death thinking about what she said, that night after writing the song, I tried to commit suicide."
'I notice a bunch of people crying and extremely shocked expressions. "Her dad was the one that found me, he fixed me up and when I came to, he said "Please don't leave me to, I can't live in this nightmare by myself." And that's when I notice that (Y/N), would have wanted me to live, and the word her father used nightmare, isn't real because I knew in my heart that she was always going to be with me."
'Tears are flowing free from my eyes, I can't stop it, it hurts to much, than out of nowhere I hear cheering. the crowds crying and cheering for me, I smile and walk of stage.
Time jump to tomorrow morning.
As I walk down the street, I see Nanami and Tomoe walking up to me. "Hey guys what's up?"
They pause and look at me funny. than out of nowhere Nanami hugs me. "N-Nanami what are you-" "I just thought you could use a hug after a show like that." I smile and hug her back, I don't know why but it felt so good to get it of my chest. Tomoe smiles and says "if you make Nanami cry at concerts more, you'll keep getting hugged, so for your sake I suggest you stop." I laugh and let go of her. Nanami looks up at me and smiles. "Kurama, if you ever need to talk, im right here." "Thanks Nanami but that was a one time thing, maybe try again next year." They both smile and walk of together.
'I'm going to be ok (Y/N), because I have my friends here, but I will always love you.'
Sleep well (Y/N), I will be here when you wake up.
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Kamaisama Kiss: Kurama scenarios
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