Kurama x sad reader

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Your Pov:

'Why did this happen? Why? it's not fair! he didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve to die.' You may be wondering what I'm talking about right now. Well my older brother just died in a car accident. My parents died when I was young, I'm on my own...why? Why did he have to be such a idiot!'

Tears start pouring down my cheeks. 'He was drunk but he chose to drive anyway, to top that of he died by driving into a tree. Damn you! How dare you leave me by myself! How could you?'

 

Because of him I'm now living with a host family, they don't care about me, they pretend to but they don't, I can see them lying threw there teeth when they say there happy to have me.

I don't hate my brother, how can I? But I just don't understand why he had to leave me alone in the world. I don't know if I want to live anymore, I mean what's the point of living if I have nothing to live for? Or am I just being weak, I want someone to tell me it's all right, that I have a place in the world, but who?


I walk to school slowly, dreading every step, Everyone is either going to be super nice to me or stay as far away from me as possible. To be honest, I don't want either of those, something in the middle of that would be nice, but that's not going to happen.

I walk into my class, but as soon as everyone saw me the whole class went quiet. I bite my lip and make my way over to my seat, next to my seat is wear my brother once sat. I sit down and place my head on my head and I don't lift it even when the teacher starts talking.

A signal tear escapes my eye, what am I meant to do now?

Kurama Pov:

I stare at (Y/N) with a sad expression. 'That poor girl, normally I don't care for humans but what she's going threw is awful. She's so sad. She used to be the class clown always smiling and trying to make jokes, I want that (Y/N) back not this one, there's got to be a way to get her to smile again, wait, why do I even care about her, unless... I unless I like her?'

That thought just keeps banging in the side of my mind. 'How have I not realised this before. Now I'm even more determined to make her smile, hmm. Wait I know how, I'm supposed to sing at todays assembly, I could sing about her brother or sing to make her feel loved, I'll think of something.

Your Pov:

'I wonder, is my brother watching me now? or is he with mum and dad? The other question is, what's stopping me from joining them?'

I sigh, the bell rings and we all have to go to assembly. Once all the students are in the stadium, the principal starts talking. "Good morning students, I just want to say before Kurama's performance, that we have moment of silence for (B/N)."

Everyone goes quiet. Some of the kids stare at me. But for some reason I can't cry, it's like I don't have to be sad because I know he's here with me. The principal continues to speak.

"thank you, now I present to you Kurama!" Everyone starts to cheer.

Kurama walks on stage with a Mic. "Hello everyone, This song is dedicated to (Y/N) (L/N)." 'What me?' "(Y/N) I'm going to be honest with you, I didn't really know your brother, but anyone could tell that he was an amazing guy, and your amazing, and even though if you don't feel loved, or even if you do, I want you to know that you are loved."

Everyone awe's at his speech, tears start rolling out of my eyes. Than he starts to sing.

Song: I want you to love, by Author.

I want you to love,

to love yourself,

your special to me,

anyone can see it,

You think no one cares,

but baby your wrong.

That's why I'm singing this song,

I want you to love,

to love yourself,

I want you to see how your beautiful,

You think your invisible,

But darling I see you clearly in grief,

I want you to smile,

I want you to laugh for a while,

I want you to see how much you mean to me,

Oh why can't you see, your needed next to me?

Darling I need you, I want you,

But oh baby,

I Love you!

The audience erupts with cheers. I put on the biggest smile I could, I walk over to Kurama and hug him, he seemed shocked at first than he hugged me back. "Thank you." I whisper to him. He smiles and hugs me tighter. "I meant what I said, I love you (Y/N)." I blush bright red at his comment. "I love you to." 

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 21, 2019 ⏰

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