Give me your soul | Bts vampire ff

Chapter 36

I knew it.

It was the first thing you thought when you heard Namjoon's shocking, but still predictable words.

Those fucking bastards. Same thing has happened before where they had a plan they didn't tell you about and you got angry as hell back then. How could they not learn? Yes, it did work both times but it's still not okay to just use you as some kind of diversion plan. They said it themselves, you were not going to be the diversion plan.

Well they obviously didn't turn out that way.

You were about to get up from the chair but Suga, who sat beside you, tried to push you down as gently as he could by grabbing your shoulders. However, you were so angry in the moment that his grip had to be strong if he wanted to keep you still.

You didn't know how to start and because of that your pressed your teeth together so hard, it felt like they would break any second. You clenched your fists under the table and you wanted so bad to just lift the table and turn it upside down to make everything on it break.

"Fuck you."

It summarised it all so you said it through gritted teeth. Suga's grip got a little stronger when you said it but so did your anger.

"It was the best we could figure out. We wanted to tell you but we-"

"Don't fucking continue, I don't want to hear it. Did the other groups know? Did they know what I didn't?"

Namjoon sighed since you interrupted him and the boys didn't think this was as serious and shocking as you did.

"Yes they did, but we-"

"How could you?! How could you made them think I'm nothing more than a damn prey?!"

You screamed and you could no longer control yourself. You just hate feeling like a stupid little girl and the worst part is that they know it but still they make you feel like it. Why are they never understanding??

"We did what's best for you! Did you think we would use this plan if we thought we'd fail? If we thought you'd die?! DID YOU?!!"

Namjoon screamed as well but the most shocking thing about this fight was that non of the boys stopped him. They just stopped you.

Did they agree to what he said?

"YOU MADE ME FUCKING THINK I WAS GOING TO GET KILLED BY YOU! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!!
I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!"

Their expressions changed a bit and Suga's grip now loosened but he didn't realise that.

"WE DO!" Taehyung yelled as he stood up from his chair so rapid that it fell on the floor.

"Obviously not." Your voice was shaking of anger and sorrow. All you could think of was how they let you think you would get killed by of them. Your brain and heart was closed so no matter what they said or explained, you'd never, in this moment, understand how they could put you through that.

You got up from your chair as well and since Suga's grip wasn't too strong anymore, you managed to get out from it. You walked slowly and approached the hall and you didn't know if they were following or not. You didn't care.

You grabbed a pair of boots and the first jacket you could find. Then you opened the door and walked out.

All you knew was that you needed to be alone for at least and hour.
You had to think.
You had to get away from the house even if you knew you'd probably end up there anyway.
For the first time you didn't care that you were alone in the forest that you hated so much.